Im Brogan Brown. 15 years old. Green eyes. Brown hair. Tanned skin. Some people would think thats amazing but thats only ever bought me bad luck.. I have only ever been friends with one person for my whole entire life - and thats my cousin kade who just so happens to be in every single on of my classes. Recently, Kade introduced me to his friend Harry and we exchanged numbers but he hasnt popped up yet and I would never have the confidence to message him first.
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A FEW DAYS LATER
Today I couldnt handle the pain and i finally wanted to give up. Harry said if I ever feel like this I should message him. Maybe I should. Maybe I should be a bit more confident and message him. So I did..
Hey Harry, its Brogan. Kades cousin. by the way, if 15 not 16. anyway, the other day you said if your ever feeling down, text me to chin up. so I am. I know kade told you about how suicidal i am, how i suffer from anxiety and depression, and all about our past. Im fine with that now, however if he asks if you wanna know something, tell him to ask me. Sorry if your busy, text when your not. *sent at 4:17
All I can do now is wait for a reply. At 4:23, my phone starts buzzing.
Hey Brogan, Im really sorry but it seems that this Harry guy gave you the wrong number. Although I dont know you, Im here and I will listen to whatever it is you have to say. Im Tom, 16 years old. Were the same in a way, I guess. I suffer anxiety and depression, and Im suicidal, but I will always be here to comfort and talk to you and support you no matter what. I understand if you dont want to talk to me, as we dont know eachother, but if you want, you can reply.
My hands trembled as i read the reply, tears start to fall down my cheeks, as i throw my phone at the door, smashing the iphone 6 i had only got that day, as i jumped onto the bed, screaming into the pillow. I calm myself down and I get back up to find the phone. I guess I should text back, hes being rather kind and all..
Hey Tom, you seem rather nice so maybe we should get to know eachother. Do you have instagram? if you do, follow me and dm me, as i need to fix this phone, so we can talk on my ipad. Thanks Tom, byeee:) @brogan_brownxo (fake)
I get a follow request almost straight away @tomishere, so i accept it and follow him back. I begin to scroll down his page, and ooh, he is kinda cute, who am i kidding, hes gorgeous! He dms me and as i open it, im so suprised!
Hey babe, your gorgeous ent ya;)
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