sweet 16🌿

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Naomi's POV

I slept so good last night.
It was one of my best sleeps.
While i was eating some poptarts for my breakfast (even though its 12:45 in the noon) i kept on thinking about dream last night, the baseball boys at school. I was watching one of their games with my friends.
They won and one of the players hugged me so tight and I said "i love you" to him.
Since freshman year, ive been crushing and admiring the baseball team at my school.
But darn it.
Andrew interrupted my dream.
Everything was going so well.
But omyYyYyyY. 💓❤️💘💕💖💞
I find it REALLY hot when baseball players run their fingers through their hair. Or wink at the girls.
I love when they smile.
I love it when they cuddle with me.
I love everything about them.
But one thing is turning me off.
They like pretty girls.
Im that one girl at school that always smiles, always laughs.
And i think boys find it irritating tbh.
One of my friends, simpsy, met her boyfriend, kevin, at a baseball match at our school.
I mean that kevin guy goes to our school lmao.
But they "fell in love at the first sight".
And they are dating for 8 months now.
I use to believe onthose things,
But not anymore when I became a freshman.
I think love at first sight is cheesy.
eww.
With my looks,
Nobody in our school will like me.
Impossible sh*t.
I meaaaann, THERE ARE SO MUCH CUTE FINE ASS BOYS AT OUR SCHOOL.
BUT OUT OF ALL OF THEM,
OUT OF ALL OF THEM!!!!
ITS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ONE TO LIKE ME. UGHHH—

"Hey u still up?" Someone said then snapped his/her fingers infront of my eyes.
I lost my thoughts for a sudden.
I looked at his/her.
oh.. its the person WHO RUINED MY DREAM.
"Yea im up. What do you need?!!!"
"Uhh nothing."
"THEN WHY ARE YOU IN MY SIGHT?"
"Are you mad? Haha. Do girls get mad if you wake them up 12:30 in the morning? Oh noon i mean."
"YEAH. ESPECIALLY WHEN THEIR IN THE MIDDLE OF A GOODASS DREAM."
"fine fine hahaha." He walked away and grabbed the poptart on my hand.
"Hey why are you taking my poptart away?!!"
"Because i like it."
"What do you mean?"
"Just go get another one. Im heading upstairs."
*sighs*  "fine andrew."
~
I went to the kitchen and got a new poptart.
(So umm while im typing this, i wanted a poptart so bad lmao)

Andrew is pissing me off.
Whats on his mind?

"Hey bella you're awake already. Finally!"
Henry said.
"Why are you surprised?!"
"Woah woah calm down."
"Whats wrong?!"
"You need to chill. Do something happened? Why are you talking so loud like your sister."
"Because......" *sighs*
"Andrew woke me up in the middle of a great dream" I continued.
"Ohh. What was that dream all about? It seems really good. Because it drives you crazy."
"It is. It is really good. REALLLLYYY."
"So what was that about?"
"baseball boys!!💝💞💓💗💕💘💖"
"So youre crushing on baseball boys at your school? Huh?"
"yeaaa. But they only like beautiful girls."
"Haha glad youre ugly"
"What?!!"
"Nothing. Mom said to go shower already."
"No. Were not even going somewhere. Plus, im conserving water."
"Cmon you lazy ass. Just shower."
"Fine!"
~
I went straight upstairs and got some clothes to wear.
"Hmm what should i wear today?...
Okay im going to wear this black cotton shorts with this plain white oversized shirt. Can't forget socks tho."

I went down the stairs and got inside the shower.
Ofcourse I dont wanna take a bath on the bathroom inside andrew's room lol.
his bathroom's lock is BROKEN.
He might enter while im showering and see me—
NO. NO. STOP. fvck. Why am i thinking this. NO.
So btw, i took a cold shower lmao. I dont know why. Im just in the mood.
~
After i showered, i got back into his room and snap backed some of my friends at school when my phone died :((
Im so bored. I turned the tv on but there's no show that im intrested in.
I decided to turn it off.
I sat on his bed for minutes that felt like hours.
I can hear the birds chirping, the trees dancing.
I faced to one of his windows and saw the woods on the back of their house.
Maybe i should explore?
yes. I should.
I dont care if i get lost. I dont have my phone. Pshh the burriss know this place. If i get lost, they will find me easily.
It was 3:30pm. Everyone was taking a nap. I wore a black hoodie and came down stairs.
Andrew was taking a bath downstairs, kirsten is at the kitchen.
No one saw me coming outside.
~
In the woods

I was wondering in the woods, put my hood on and my hands on the pocket-like.. i dont know what its called but its where you put your hands on your hoodie.
So back to the topic,
I stopped for a while.
The fresh wind met my body. It gave me chills.
It feels like someone you love hugged you.
I haven't had a hug for atleast 10 minutes.
I need a hug :((
it feels so good to hear the leaves crunching and the wind blowing.
Im starting to build some inner peace.
Its so rare to have a moment like this.
Peaceful, not worrying about school.
Im enjoying the inner peace in myself until someone snatched my hand and said......

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Lol sorry i need to cut it haha. I wanted to give a bit thrill on this so here ya goooo.
Someone help. Im having a crush on somebody that can never be mine smh. LIKE WHYYYY.
My stupid mind liked that guy.
He's too cute for him to like me.
Im just one of the girls who like him.
Lol help.
But btw,this chapter is a pretty long one.
I got bored so yeah.