Random thoughts

1st thought

I've been lonely during summer brake, I miss my friends and also my girlfriend I haven't been talking to her much in a while, I've been to nervous to because I don't wanna scare her by me talking crazy n all, I hate having to come up excuses to not talk anymore so I don't start talking about my sad thoughts and stories. 'Im sorry my love'. Me and my friends just got done fighting with vhinom he was a total asshole, but he is just him, a crazy asshole that likes to use anything against  you to make you feel mad, annoyed, or even sad. I never told my family I started cutting my wrist again because of what's been going on even with my uncle Ralph he died in the hospital and we had his wake today, I've never felt so much pain in my life I want to just end it all but I can't do I get the blade and cut through the flesh having crimson red blood coming out. Oh my...it seems to be I'm talking to much I shall stich my mouth closed with needle and thread to keep quite until next time peeps