Untouchable

Lost memories part 2

ZHAO POV

I woke up in the hospital bed, with my wei wei next to me, holding me tight. I was in pain. Not because of what happen with R4 but the dream I had. It was so painful seeing that. I looked over at my wei wei's sleeping face, would he hate me if he knew his mom died because of me, and my tears started to flood again, which woke him up.

"my lan lan, what is wrong" I just shook my head and was crying my heart out in his embrace

"I'm so sorry, please don't hate me" I whispered, he did not understand what I was talking about

"shh I can never hate you my lan lan, just need you to get better" he said with a soothing voice.  After some silence between us, I asked him

"can you please go with my mom to get me some food" I needed him and mom out a bit to talk to master Chu. Da and Guo was already out to get some food.  I think they toke the hint, he gave me a look as if, he did not want to leave, but my mom grabbed his arm and pulled him carefully giving him a smile. 

Master C came closer,

"you wan't to talk to me about something?" he asked, and I just looked up to him and tears were falling and I whispered

"chu chu" his eyes got big, and he got even closer

"you remember??"  I nodded, "Only the part when she saved us and she died, don't remember how we got there or how we were connected"  and I really could not stop my tears from falling, and he got close and hugged me tight 

"will wei wei hate me if he finds out? what do I do if he does?" I asked crying

"shhh calm down, he won't hate you, he will understand I'm sure" he said rocky me back and forth like I was a baby. I held on to him, trying to stop my tears but it was hard. 

"Understand what?" he suddenly heard, and we both snapped our heads towards the door, finding Shen Wei there. I could see tons of emotions in him, went from anger to worried to sadness.  Master C  got up and just gave me a look, I knew what he asked so I nodded. 

"you should sit down Shen wei" he said in a calm voice.  And it looked like he was not sure where to sit, and looked at me. I gave him a small smile and tapped on the bed next to me

"please" I said. So he walked to my bed and sat down and held my hand and Master C  got a chair to sit closer to us. 

"what is going on my lan lan,?" he asked carefully.  I toke a deep breath and gave master C a nod.

"Shen wei, Yunlan just got some of his memories back, from when you two were younger"  He nodded and looked at me as in , go on. Then I said

"I met...your mom..in my dream just now, and she told me to tell master C that he could tell us what had happen when we were younger" He looked at me weirdly 

"my mom?" he asked puzzled, I nodded carefully , he looked puzzled but then looked at master C. He nodded and said

"Yunlan just called me by a name, only your mom used to call me, so I believe he either really did meet her in his dream or its his own memories disguised as a dream, but either way its about time you guys get to know this, but I have to start from the beginning "  We both just nodded and I held on to his hand harder. 

"but what I am going to tell you both, is strictly off limit to talk about its a government secret"  We got shocked at that and I did not see that coming. But we nodded for him to go on.