That cruel joke you played on me breaking up and then coming back the next day all smiling just because you wanted to know my reaction to not being with you.
Well, thats was not funny for me making fun of someone's dependence on you is not hilarious . But, i see that it was indeed funny to you. And now, i realised how wrong was it for me to invest so much it myself on a person who wasn't even emotionally mature enough to know that it mean't . I vividly remember crying my eyes out infront of a friend and now i can only imagine how saddest people can be to pull off such moves to show how much power they wield in a relationship. You tough never to do that to another human because i was i
On the receiving end of such behavior. And you also tough me to not fall for a person like whose own ego is more important than the tears of their partner. Actually that shouldn't have taken me as much surprise as it did. Because you have been playing with me since the very first play.
I REMEMBER HOW ANGUISHED I USED TO BE BECAUSE YOU ONLY SENT ME MIXED SIGNALS.
For the longest time i didn't even know if you liked me or not. Yes like, because even though i might have loved you, i know you never did . You just loved your self. So you played with my feelings till you were unsure. You see, i wasn't good enough to be with you the moment i asked , but i wasn't even bad enough to let go without thinking about it right? And you did your thinking and yoh tortured me while you did it . But that is ok . I learned that no matter how much i like someone, i will not hang on to every ambigouous word they say.
