Never Forget Me

My begining

I was born October 13th 1999

I was a very tiny baby but one thing that everyone tells me is that they loved my tiny feet. I guess I was cute then but as I got older I had to grow up faster then other kids my family an I always moved around. I lived in Ohio,Alabama, zephyrhills Miami just a lot of places when I was 8 my grandfather past away from a blood clot that was the end of having a happy family for me. My grandfather was the person who could put a smile on your face by just looking at him, he would tell the most funniest jokes an most of all he loved us unconditionally. I guess that's why everyone loved him. He practically raised me since I was a baby up to when I was 8. After he passed away my family grew stronger cause of my mother. She was the person to go to when you wanted someone to talk to or have some laughs but most of all she would fight for her family no matter what, She did so much she worked as a head nurse while taking care of 5 kids an that's some hard work but as I was getting older my family grew apart sometime we would be all around the world. I lived with friends for awhile but then I moved in with my mom in zephyrhills Florida. At the time I was worried cause I didn't wanna be alone cause of my moms drinking problems but I still loved her an I always will.

On December 28th 2013 was the worst day of my life an it still haunts me. My mother past away on that day at 8:28 in the morning. That phone call that I got was my end.

I got a phone call by my brother Christian saying Maddy Be strong for me, I didn't know what was going on all I knew was that my heart stopped that moment. I said to my brother ok? Wondering what was going on, He said to Me Maddy we went into moms room this morning she wasn't breathing an she wouldn't wake up, she's at the hospital right now, As I am sitting there I started thinking my mom was gonna be fine she's gonna be ok but that wasn't true.. 20 minutes later I get a phone call by my Nana (my mothers mom) An she said Maddy your momma has passed, 

The anger an screaming wanted to come out so I dropped the phone an ran outside I screamed to the skies saying WHY DID YOU TAKE MY MOM WHY COULDN'T OF BEEN ME I HATE YOU GOD PLEASE BRING HER BACK PLEASE TAKE ME INSTEAD OR LET ME COME WITH HER I CANT LIVE WITHOUT HER!!!

   My friend came out an I freaked to I pushed her I couldn't believe that she was gone.. All I was thinking about was my mom couldn't be gone this must be a sick joke... But then when I got to zephyrhills it all set in as I went to my mothers house I could barely even take one step... After a couple minutes I was hoping she would be home an it was all a sick joke but reality set in an I walked into her room an her clothes were out just wear she left them an I put my face towards her pillow an screamed mom I want you back please come back I need you but she wasn't there.... Around five in the afternoon she would usually walk through the door an I heard the front door open an I screamed out mom but I knew she wasn't coming I just wanted to believe that she was still there.. I sat right where they found her an just layed there an looked at my dad an said she's gone she's really gone...