His Name Was Yoongi is a sad story and is in the PV of the individual bandmates of BTS. It's about the story and memories of Yoongi who has died of cancer. They disbanded and decided to do everything they wanted with Yoongi before he was gone. This...
Anyways, the guys told me that Yoongi and Hoseok stayed at the hospital with me until I woke up. The first thing I remember when I woke up was the smell. It was familiar and then the warmth. I finally opened my eyes but closed them after the bright light outside blinded me. I blinked multiple times before I could see clearly.
Hoseok was laying in the hospital bed with me, and Yoongi was sitting in a chair next to the bed. I remember closing my eyes to go back to bed, but Yoongi spoke making my eyes open again.
Flashback
"You're awake, Hoseok's felt bad for awhile now." Yoongi said as he shuffled in the chair. I looked over at him and gave a sad smile. He stood up and walked over to the side of the bed were I'm closest to, and he reached his hand out to my hand.
"The doctor's said you're lucky they got you in so fast, you might've been a goner a minute later." he said again, not expecting me to speak. I nod my head and he gives me a smile.
"But my little bro is here, alive, and awake like he should be." he spoke as he ruffled my hair. I looked up at him with teary eyes and he gave me the the same eyes.
"I w-wish it co-could be the s-same for you" I stuttered in a hoarse voice. Yoongi clenched his other fist and turned his back to me. It got quiet and I felt uncomfortable.
"The doctor's told me I have 3 months to live, and I could have up to 9 if I do the chemo. I don't want to do the chemo though, so I want to spend the rest of my 3 months with all of my brothers." Yoongi said as I tried to lean up. Yoongi looked at me with a curious face as I started to panic. I looked up at him with teary eyes and he rushed over to me.
"I-I can't f-feel my le-legs." Yoongi's eyes widened as the words stumbled out of my mouth. He pushed my face to his chest as I started to sob. Then Hoseok woke up and saw me and Yoongi hugging.
"Jungkook! You're aw-" "Hoseok...... He's paralyzed from the waist down." I heard them talk as I soon passed out.
Now
Hoseok and Yoongi did their best to console me, but in the end I stopped talking to anyone. I would go outside and take long "walks". It's not like I can walk, but I would go out in my wheelchair and go around the city. People would reconize me, and I would text Yoongi or Hoseok.
Hoseok probably took it the hardest, but Yoongi didn't talk about how he felt. When I texted Yoongi one time he said that he's not going to pick me up unless I speak to them. I complied and he picked me up. As soon as I was in the car, Yoongi spoke.
"Don't you feel bad?"
I did, I felt bad for a long time. It wasn't until he pointed it out that I broke down. I started crying as he drove to the dorm. We got to the dorm and the guys all surrounded me. We talked about how I should be more open, and I told them that I want to work on walking again.
Weeks passed and the guys helped me. Yoongi barely left my side and I felt like he really was my brother. Hoseok still felt guilty even when it wasn't his fault. It wasn't any of our faults, it was the other guy texting and driving. I can't walk because of that guy. Anyways, Yoongi helped me stand everyday, and there was never a time he didn't. Even when he was..... The thing is Yoongi never gave up.
He changed after the cancer diagnoses. He was kinder, sweeter, more open, and he never gave up on us. He reminded us that we shouldn't give up, never ever, even when he's gone. He told me I should never give up on trying to walk. Thanks to him I can kinda walk, but I won't give up.
Most of the time I went anywhere, he was there with me. The guys were with me. I-I was never alone. T-they were a-always th-there.... I-I WANT HIM BACK!! I need him back...
"Hey it's alright Jungkook, we're here with you bud." Namjoon
Yeah you're right.... I'm not alone and I won't give up now, not when he just left us. *deep breath* Okay, I think this is the end of my speech. The next person who's going to speak is my boyfriend Taehyung.
Wait, I forgot something. Yoongi, he wrote a small book. I think he wanted us to publish it after his funeral. I wanted you guys to know. It's not sad at all. In fact it's a little book about us being animals. He wanted to write a book for his son. Its called "The Adventures of Bunny Jin". After this funeral I want you all to read it! Hoseok is like the narrator and the sun. Jin is the main character since he's his best friend. Yoongi is a cat but like he's a rule breaker. He says stuff that happens in our real life. What happened here, but we're all happy and alive.
Yeah, that's all..... Tae-Tae?
Self promo? :) thanks for reading and check out the adventures of bunny Jin after this book. I'll publish it when this book is complete!!
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