My Frozen Heart (BoyxBoy)

Chapter One

Yes i started a new story, but i'm not stopping on writing Can I Find Love At Last :) Please comment and vote! WARNING this is a boyxboy story so if this is not your cup of tea go away if it is welcome! There is also strong language and selfharming consider youself warned! Now on with the capter one!! :)

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It was still night when i woke up. I'm still not sure why but something woke me up that night. It wasn't a sound or anything like that... it was more like a feeling that somebody was watching me. I got out of my bed and made my way to the light switch but it was cut short when a hand was placed over my mouth knife on my neck.

- be quiet and i won't slice you neck right now.

The guy holding the knife said like i was taking that kind of risk and i wouldn't speak anyway. But wow my murderer is an idiot good for me, not!

- Now come with me and i leave your family alive.

My family? HA i would be laughing if he would go there and slice their abusive asses! Oh i forgot to intertuce myself i'm Silver Blackwater, yes that's my real name.. back to the buisness, i'm sixteen years old from london. In my "family" there's my father who abuses me, my mother who abuses me and there is my older brother who abuses me and when our parents are not around rapes me, yes he rapes me. And why only when "mom" and "dad" are not around? Well because the reason why they abuse me is because gay and my "dear" older brother is on narnia so he comes out only when we are alone. Oh and my whole school bullies me even the outcasts bullies me,weird huh? I have silver hair, all natural, and ice blue eyes. People say that they can't look me in the eye without getting scared or nervous so i styled my hair so it's in front of my eyes hiding them from everybody.

- move already!

Ouh yeah i was been kidnapped! I forgot when i was speaking to you guys! Now stop asking questions so i can focus on my kidnapping!

- now lets go already,out of the window. Now!

We started walking towards my window and climbed out, it was kinda hard with a knife on my neck but i did it. I'm so proud of myself! I should probably stop getting distracted and focus on this but being me i don't and probably get myself killed. Like it would matter anyway, i have tried suicide almost two years already with no luck everytime somebody would stop me or found me before that.. i have tried slicing my neck and wrists, i tried overdose, drowning, car crash, jumping from buildings and bridges, i tried shooting my brains out and jumping in midle of traffic and even hanging myself, but i just don't seem to die! If i have any luck then this guy would do what i faild to do...kill me. After we got out of my house we made our way to a nice looking car and got in. Then out of nowhere the guy shot a needle in my neck and i started to slip in to darkness.
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So there it was :) What do you guys think? Good? Bad? Ok? Awesome? Tell me in the comments :) ;) Remember! Comment and Vote! Bye now!

Ps. I know it's short but the next one should be longer :3

~Dark_Safrina