KAYZHA POV
So today's the big day. We moving out this house and I honestly couldn't be more happy literally😭 I couldn't see this house brings back to much memories. But that doesn't mean that this new house will be any better☹️.
See my step dad abuses me calls me names and rapes me over and over again 😕. That's one of the main reasons I cut myself. If you haven't noticed by now I'm suicidal🤷🏽♂️. I know what you're thinking, run away do this do that but I can't leave my mom😕.
See my step dad hits her and most of the time I stop him but you probably already got the fact that it only makes things worse for me. But what can I say as long as he isn't beating my mom it's ok.
My mom actually think that is moving out her will make it better but really she's just to love struck to realize him for what he is😒. See he really wasn't always like this he was nice caring and humble. Until one day he started drinking and things went down hill from there.
So now we're pulling up to the new house and honestly it's wayyyy better then our last home it has 6 bed rooms and 4 bathrooms.I took some time too look around and I saw a room with a big ass K on it💀 so I knew it was mine and walked in it.
The first thing I saw was this big ass glass wall surrounding a bed (if your wondering my bitch ass step daddy work at apple😒 that's why we had to move out to L.A. and can afford all this shit) but then I went to the closet and the first thing I saw was my shoes 😭
I'm obviously a sneaker head my shoes seen like the only things that can keep me happy 🤷🏽♂️. But then I checked out the rest of the house. When all of a sudden I fell on the floor and looked up to find my ass hole of a step dad laughing at me 😒.
See he knew what he was doin and my mom just sat there and watch him step on me walking away. I was so pissed I got up and walked out side. I was new in town but I remembered that there was a park here cause I saw it on the way to the house. So I pulled out my phone and went to walk then after a good 5 minutes I bumped into something and fell on my ass😒.
When I look up I froze. It was this light skin stud with her hair up in a curly bun. Her skin was clear and she had plain brown eyes that seemed to shine in the light. The all of a sudden a girl came up from behind her and mean mugged tf outta me. By now the stud was staring at me like I was a mirror and I quickly realized I had on short sleeves and I could see my cuts so I got up really fast and almost tripped on my ass😭
So then the stud quickly caught my arm before i fell and she looked at it. I guess she noticed my scars cause when she pulled me up she was lookin in my eyes trying to avoid eye contact I yanked my arm away from her and ran home. When I got home I ran in the door and knocked my step dad down 😭 after I did that he got up and went to hit me but before he could I ran to my room and shit the door. My dumbass forgetting to lock the door he busts in the room.
He quickly ran to the bed and choked me I started to fight back and got loose. When I went to run he grabbed me by my hair and slinger me on the bed. At this point my moms standing in the doorway frozen he shouted at the to close the door and she did.
He took off all my clothes and left me in my sports bra and boxers. Now I'm crying tryna get loose but his grip was tight on my neck. He quickly slipped his hand in my boxers playin with me I screamed and shouted and no one came to help me then I blacked out.————————————————————
How was this for a first chapter 🌚