Regret

From Winter till Summer.

Last winter when the snow began to fall, the frost soothed with Kim's warm smile. Everything changed since then. That was a breakaway from the monotonous existence I was living then.

With the uproar, 'Bohemian Rhapsody' played in the platform where we had this thing for the assembly, that turn of events that introduced me to her. Never have I been any more clumsy than being around her and also it was too hard to get away from that smile without being carried away to such intensity. I would take all my chances to get her in my sight but a decent conversation couldn't exist and I blamed myself for being so overstrung. Yet every bit of it was worthwhile. Everything about Kim made me feel so intensely that it became much more than the thing called 'crush'.

There were not many days when I had the opportunity to be around her but when I did, how bad I wish I could stop time forever and seize everything out of those moments. Yet those 'good times' came with much fear as she was quite far away and I was just another stranger to her. Maybe it was all my fault that I couldn't do anything to change it.

Well, I could only stay content by her rare glimpses when she was around but eventually, time conquered all of it and it was summer now.

My school days were over and so were my days with her or her presence around. I cherish all of it and that makes me the happiest.

Things got harder when I couldn't let it all out but it was not easy. All my tries were futile with anxiety like never before. I missed my best chances and now I'm left with regret so inescapable and difficult to cope up with. I will still be hopeful and wait.