a family

high school 5

a/n  I know its been a long, long time but here you go

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beca pov

I sit up, Chloe is still asleep so ill leave her be. I get out of bed and stumble to the bathroom, I look in the mirror at all my scars. at this point I'm on the verge of tears thinking of everything and finally being away from all of it. I start laughing... laughing it shortly turns to sobs... sobs they shortly turn into an anxiety attack before I knew it I was on the floor in tears, fast and heavy breathing.

I hear footsteps running into the bathroom, although my vision is blurred and its slowly going black I see Chloe run in and sit down next to me, she starts stroking my hair and singing. funny it calms me down... after about half an hour I'm calm and led in Chloe's arms.

"baby what happened?" she asks, I look up at her.

"I don't know" I reply looking down at the floor.

its currently 12:07pm on a Sunday, me and Chloe are snuggling on her bed watching tv. were watching Aladdin, my choice. I cant believe in finally free. it feels great not being in fear anymore.

"hey babe?" I ask

"yes cutie?" she answer asks.

"can we go to the park?"

"sure, lets get ready" she replys and I nod.

we get off the bed and go get some clothes, she lends me some clothes and we get changed, turn off the tv and leave the house. our hands connect and I blush and smile. her hands are so soft its like magic. we walk to the park and sit down by the pond. I'm led down with my head In Chloe's lap she stroking my hair. you know heaven? yeah well this is better than that.

we should really be at school right now.. but who goes to that anymore. its useless. what am I actually gonna learn from it? about 20 minutes later we go home mainly because I was complaining of stomach ache, we get home and go to bed. I sleep until the next morning. awoken by the horrible feeling of vomit coming up my throat. I run quickly to the bathroom before throwing up. wait.... I think. my dad raped me. could I be pregnant? at 16?

again I hear footsteps running to the bathroom and the hands holding back by hair as I throw up again. I sigh before washing my mouth out with water and flushing the toilet.

"are you okay baby?" Chloe asks and I nod. we go back to snuggling on the bed. I get up and get changed.

"where you going?" I hear Chloe's voice echo from the bedroom. "the shop" I reply and she shouts okay back. god I love that women. I walk into the shop and buy some pregnancy tests. I'm 16 but I look 14. I go to the till and get a sad look form the women. "stop judging me" I say "you don't know me or my story, for all you know there not for me" she apologizes and I go back to Chloe's.

I go into the bathroom downstairs and use all the tests, after 15 minutes they all come out positive. I fall to the floor in tears and scream chloes name. she comes running down and sees all the positive pregnancy tests. she picks me up and holds me close. 

"its okay baby, if you keep it ill always be here to help and im sure your sister will too, I know you haven't spoken in awhile but I work with her and she misses you, well go to the hospital to see if you actually are pregnant okay?" she says and I nod. isn't she amazing?

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