Little White Lies

Chapter 5

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I awoke to Evan stroking my hair, still next to me in my bed.

"Good morning beautiful" he said as I opened my eyes and turned to him.

I rubbed my tired eyes. "You're still here?" I asked rudely.

He stared at me in disbelief. "I thought you wanted me here after last night" he replied with a sly wink as he pulled me closer to him.

I loved him, I really did but I still loved Zayn, and I didn't know who I wanted more. My mind was cloudy and I was so confused.

"Evan, we have to stop this before someone finds out, it's dangerous for both of our careers" I explained.

Evan sat up. "You mean your career, my acting career doesn't exist, I've been on a couple of soaps Perrie, nothing major. I don't have a career, the only thing I do have is you, please don't take that away from me" he replied.

I heard a door slam. "Hide!" I whispered alarmingly as I pushed Evan out of bed.

"My clothes!" he yelled as he stood stark naked, his hands covering all inapropriate areas.

Jesy stood at my door, shocked to see Evan.

"You liar Perrie! I can't believe you would do this, and you call yourself my friend. FRIENDS don't lie to each other Pez! I can't believe you!" she yelled, clearly upset. Jesy turned to face Evan. "And you I'm guessing are the mystery man? You should be ashamed of yourself. You're sick!" she said as she stormed out of my hotel room.

I threw Evan his clothes and quickly grabbed mine, getting dressed as fast as I could. I began to ran out of the door after Jesy.

"Where's my kiss goodbye?" Evan yelled after me.

"Get lost Evan!" I screamed back.

I found Jesy crouched down by the elevator, her hands covering her face. I crouched down next to her.

"Jesy, I'm sorry. It was a drunken mistake, but it turned into more. I don't know who I want and I couldn't tell you because I knew you would react like this" I explained.

Jesy turned to face me, her face red and tear stained. "I can't believe you Perrie! Evan Skye? It just had to be him didn't it!" she yelled.

"You know him?" I questioned curiously.

"He's my ex Perrie. He hurt me" she replied.

I put my arm around Jesy. "What did he do to you Jesy?" I replied, feeling very concerned.

Jesy began to cry more. "When I was 16, I got pregnant with Evan. I've never told anyone but my family and Evan because they had to help me. I chose to not let anyone know, so I didn't leave the house for six months, because I didn't want the shame the pregnancy would bring to my family. It would break them. I went into early labour and had my son three months early. Evan was there when I went unconscious. I was into a coma for two weeks and I only ever got to hold my son once, before I went into the coma. Oliver Jake Nelson was perfect, even though he was tiny. But his lungs started to fail, and Evan didn't try to save him. He told the doctors to not try, just let him die because he never wanted a baby anyway. Since I couldn't give my opinion, they let Ollie die. And it was Evans fault. I can never forgive him for that" Jesy sobbed.

I hugged Jesy. "Jesy, I am so sorry. I can't believe he did this to you, but I love him, and he hasn't hurt me. I want him and Zayn" I replied.

"Well you can't have both so you better choose. I can't believe you Perrie. You are a selfish, ungrateful whore. I hope you're happy with yourself!" Jesy yelled as she got up and walked away.

"Jesy, I'm sorry!" I shouted after her, but she didn't listen. She was gone. I burst into tears and crouched back down by the elevator. I felt like I couldn't breathe. What had I done?