Everyday I had to open a cabinet get a prescription; putting them in my mouth all morning and night 7 days a week 12 months. I hate doing the same everyday and if I screw up one day then Something bad will happen and have to change my ways and get use to that. Even when I take my pills sometimes I get the headaches which I'm not suppose to have. I hate this going through my head with fear wondering if anything bad will happen today or if I go to bed will anything happen. I hate my fear over this...
