I wish I could tell you, always..//Brad X Reader//

That you're the one I need

*Reader's POV*

You were awoken by the squeals of your friends, you sigh, covering your face, you hate staying with your friends, they don't wake you up the way Brad does.

After last nights situation you ended up getting really drunk and cant even remember what you said. But he does.

*Brad's POV*

I stayed awake all last night, thinking about what she told me, maybe she's right, but maybe not.

The truth is I can't sleep, no matter how hard I try, I have too much on my mind right now I can't function OR sleep!

I've been forgetting a lot lately too, but I don't want to tell Y/N because maybe she'll think I'm making a shitty excuse to forget her birthday or something, she wouldn't understand anything going on right now. At. All.

But I decided to power through, I stood up from the bed, instantly feeling dizzy and holding my head, a slight groan falling from my lips; it was hard to stand up, or even function at times.

I was gonna stay in today, maybe have the guys come over, we're gonna get this album done, whether I'm sick or not, I'm determined to have my fans and mind happy.

I strip down and get into the shower, hot water connecting with my tanned skin, I washed down, starting from my neck to my feet, watching as the bubbles travelled down the drain along with the water. I let the water pour on my face and hair  as I grab some face-scrub and put it onto my wet face, moving it around and letting it exfoliate as I washed it off my hands and put shampoo into my hair. I started a face routine. It started out as a joke but I grew into it, and with James being the dad-father of the band, told me it was a good idea to moisturise and make sure I keep my face healthy.

After a few minutes I wash the shampoo out of my hair and face scrub off my face, popping on some moisturiser  and conditioning my hair, I pulled my fingers through my hair, when suddenly everything went black.