Ice and Fire~Frozen, Helsa fanfic

Confused

I have officially lost my mind.
I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can only think of her.
I want to forget about this love that I feel for her. After all, I am the man who almost killed her and her sister, how could Elsa ever want me?
And yet here I am, my heart fluttering every time I as much as hear her name.
I've been keeping my distance from Elsa and Anna, but it didn't help at all, no...this feeling has only strengthened in the time I haven't seen her.
This is not a good idea, of that I'm aware, but today I've made a decision: I wish to speak to Queen Elsa.
I think to myself as I cross the halls to the queen's office room "Why am I doing this? It's clear she won't want me...", but another part of me says "What's there to lose? I'm no more than a prisoner, and even if they kill me, it will be worth it."
And, be damned my heart, I listened to that side of me.
And with that thought, I knock on the door.
"Come in." says the voice of a woman. "She's here" I breathe in, and enter.
"Hans" Elsa says "What are your doing here?"
I bow "Queen Elsa, your Majesty, I've come...Well, for a personal matter, my Queen."
She looks at me, and I could almost say that there was a spark of curiosity in her eyes, but immediately her expression returns serious "And what may that be?"
"I...Queen Elsa, I apologize for my bluntness, but-"
A servant knocked on the door before I could finish. Ugh, just my timing!
"Your Majesty, dinner is ready."
"I'll arrive as soon as possible, thank you." Elsa nods, and then she turns...to me...
"What did you have to say?"
"No, it's...nothing of importance, and I'd hate to keep you from your dinner, my queen. I will go back to my work."
"Very well." she politely answers, and walks out of the office, holding her skirt with her hand.
"Well, that was shuts my luck..."  I sigh "I suppose it is better that I don't push it too far."
I walk back to the stables to take care of the horses, as I told her I would.
Perhaps, one day...no, more like in another life...I will be able to confess what I feel for her, but that time is not now.

But in the meantime, in Elsa's chambers...
After dinner, Queen Elsa sat on the bed in her nightgown, but as she got ready for the night, she couldn't help but let her mind drift off to her meeting with Hans earlier.
"I wonder what he wanted..." she thought to herself, "He looked oddly nervous. I wonder if he's done anything..."
She quickly pushed that thought aside "No, someone would have noticed if he had tried anything."
However, the quickness with which she had dismissed the thought surprised even herself, as she wondered why she had been to eager to think well of the former prince.
"I guess I'm just tired..." Elsa decided, getting in her bed "I'm sure my mind will be clearer in the morning."

A/N
I'm sorry that it's been almost a year without updates, but I've been quite busy with school and all that.
I hope you guys can still enjoy this part, as far as it is not the best in my opinion.
Tell me if I should keep updating!