Next day
U got up and got dressedThis is what u wear^
U got to school and saw Carlos
Carlos went up to
Carlos: hey dess ...I didn't mean to yell at u yesterday I was just upset that u went and hugged Jessie and ignored me
Dess: well u could've just told how u felt
Carlos: how if u we're ignoring me
Dess: oh yea sorry I ignored u it's just I told u not to fight Jessie and u still did it
Carlos: ok but why dose that matter
Dess: because
Carlos: because what...
u stayed quiet
Carlos: oh ik why...because u still have feelings for him *says a little sad*
Dess: there not huge feelings
Carlos: but there still feelings throws him
Dess: yea
Jessie called u
Dess: it's Jess-
Carlos: Ik Ik just go with him
Dess: sorry
U left
Carlos pov
I was stupid to think she might of had feelings for me but guess not
2 months later
Carlos became really quiet he never really smiles or laughs
Jeimy broke up with her boyfriend
Alex and devyn are still dating
Priscilla moved schools
Dess and Jessie have a thing
Monday
U got to school and saw dess
Dess: hey Carlos
U waved
At school people call u names*Jessies friends *so most of the time u have ur hood up and stare off in space
Jeimy came
Jeimy: hello my guy
Carlos: hi
U guys hug
Jeimy: how do u feel
Carlos: the same....idk why I feel like this I want this pain gone *says sad*
Jeimy: it will be gone I promise
Carlos: it's just I'm tired of feeling like this I don't want to feel like anymore I want this all gone *tearing up*
Jeimy: hey it's ok
Carlos: I want this gone
Jeimy hugs u
U started cry on her shoulder
Jeimy: Carlos ily u know that right
Carlos: yea ilyt
Class started
Alex: hey Carlos
Carlos: hey
Alex: how u feel
Carlos: a little better
Alex: glad u feel better
Carlos: yea me too
Alex: ily bro
Carlos: ily too
U guys did that hand shake thing
Lunch
U got to lunch and put ur hood up and went in ur own world
Jeimy: hey Carlos
Carlos: huh... oh hey
Devyn: hey Carlos
Carlos: hey devyn
Devyn: u better today
Carlos: ehh
Devyn: hope ur mood changes
Carlos: I do to *gets sad*
Diego: da boy
Carlos: hey Diego
U guys do the hand shake thing
Desiree: hey Carlos
Carlos: hey
Desiree: hope u feel good today
Carlos: ty
U guys were all talking until dess and Jessie and his friends
U had ur head on Jeimy shoulder
Jessie friends= jf
Jf: Awwe is the pretty boy crying
Carlos: aye I'd shut up bitch u don't wanna end up like ur friend
Jf: u think ur funny huh
Carlos: nahh cause if it was funny people would be laughing at u not with u
Jessie friend stayed quite
Jeimy: wanna go outside
Carlos: yea sure
Jeimy: y'all wanna come
Everyone: yea
We all left
Outside
Jeimy: take ur hood off it's hot outside
Carlos: no I like on
Jeimy: ok well I don't
Carlos: who said I cared if u want it off
Jeimy: damn
Carlos: I'm just playing
U guys hug
Jeimy: let's take a picture but ur hood has to be off
Carlos: fine
U guys take a picture
Pretend that u and JeimyCarlos: appreciation post goes to my best friend ty for always being here and never leaving my side ilysm never change for nobody u we're here for me when I needed u I've never really trusted a person but with u I feel like I can tell u anything ty for being my best friend ilysm @itsmejeimy
C:😭😭
C: ship
C: dess is better
Jeimy:❤️❤️
C: I'm still single
Jeimy: awwe ty
Carlos: np u never left my side and I love u for that
Jeimy: ilyt
Carlos: uhh I just remembered that I have to write a speech for graduation
Jeimy: I thought honor roll was just supposed to do it
Carlos: yea
Jeimy: wait u got honor roll
Carlos: yea u never knew
Jeimy: no congratulations
Carlos: um ty I guess
Jeimy: who else knows
Carlos: u and my family
Jeimy: why don't u tell our friends
Carlos: idk I feel like there going to make fun of me
Jeimy: no they won't I promise
Carlos: uhh fine
Jeimy: guys come here
Everyone came
Everyone: yea
Carlos: u guys cant make fun of me ok
Everyone: ok
Carlos: I got honor roll and I was asking if u guys wanted to be in my speech
Everyone: omg congratulations Carlos
Carlos: ty so do u guys want to
Everyone: yea
Carlos: ok
End of the day
Jeimy: I'll see u tomorrow
Carlos: u to
Jeimy: love bye
Carlos: love u to
U guys hugged
U got home and went live
Carlos: hello my guys I haven't been live in a cool minute how is everybody
C: u sound sad
C: u ok
Carlos: umm I'm actually not umm school is stressful ass fuck cause I can never walk down the fucking hallways without someone saying some shit to me and I never want to go back to the fucking school but I have too *tearing up* no one really understands that I have feelings to and it's just so stressful I'm literally never smiling or laughing I'm always so sad like I can be so strong and I just put a smile and keep going but eventually it tares u fucking up bro I don't want be like this I'm tired of feeling like this...I literally have no motivation but I'm not gonna give up never because I'm here because of u guys and all I want is for u guys to be happy ur happiness is what all I want and I want u guys to be better then I am ok so please stay happy *tears in his eyes*
C: we love u
Carlos: I love u guys too
Carlos: but I wanna thank my friends they literally check on everyday like if they see me there like oh hey Carlos or how u feel and stuff like that it just makes me feel better about myself idk but I also want to thank u guys too because without u guys I'm nothing and I love u guys so much
U stayed on for a bit longer then ended it
U went to bed
__________________________________it was a sad chapter today
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FanfictionUr a 17 year old girl who moves to LA and u meet ur best friend carlos mena u known him for a long time do u guys have feelings for each other does he or do u