Monday 7:30 am - 8:15 am
I slightly open my eyes and pull a face due to the sun shining brightly through my curtains and into my eyes, I stretch my limbs and stand up out of bed, instantly I get goosebumps cause morning are always cold for me I walk over to my closet and open it, I scan through it cluelessly for a while not knowing
What to wear, eventually I find white T-shirt that I tucked into a baby pink high waisted skirt, I sit down at my vanity and look into the mirror and brush through the mess called my hair and do my makeup once I'm finished I look at my phone and realise the time "oh shit"
I say, I run down the stairs and grab a protein bar and run out the door and jump into bens car "wow uhmm.... you look" bens says hesitantly
"Does it look weird, I know it's different and really out of my comfort zon..." i say before being interrupted by Ben kissing me just to shut me up "you look amazing okay" he says
"Okay, lets go know" i reply.
8:15 am - 8:50 am
I walk to my locker with Ben following behind me with a couple of friends he met on the way in I didn't really pay attention to his friends cause I new most of them but then I hear soft "hey guys" as I'm looking through my locker trying to figure out who it might of come from but I had no idea then all of a sudden I feel arms wrapped around me and a chin resting on my shoulder I look at the unknown person hugging me from behind which was Ben who grabbed my waist and spun me around so I was no longer facing the locker but him and pulls me in for a kiss, I turn to his friends and see a new face "oh yeah tabs this is Alessio he's new Alessio this is Tabitha my girl friend" Ben says while pointing at him "hey" Alessio lets out softly "hi" I reply with a smile on my face
"So you coming to the party" bens says "what party?" I reply with a confused look
"Just a back to school frat party it's on Friday next week" Ben answers
"So you wanna go" Ben asks
"Yeah sure sounds fun" I answer
Couple of days later (on instagram dms)
@ken.nedy - soo u and Ben going to the party ?
@tabs.18 - Yeah what about you ?
@ken.nedy - yep, so how it going?
@tabs.18 - fine but Ben made a new friend with this really nice guy named Alessio me and him have been getting on really well
@ken.nedy - woah is he cute ??
@tabs.18 - kinda but we're only friends cause remember I have a boyfriend
@ken.nedy - sure 🙄
@tabs.18 - shut up
Friday 5:00 pm - 11:00 pm (week before party)
I was relaxing on my bed looking through social media then I get a text from Alessio "hey you free ??"
"Yeah" I answer
"Wanna hang out I'm bored"
"Sure"
" cool 5:50 good for you"
"Yeah"
My body fills with happiness and excitement I don't know why but I love hanging out with Alessio he's just so nice like a best friend but cute.
I put on some red skin tight shorts and one of bens oversized hoodies on and run out the door and see Alessio waiting in his car I jump in "you look great" as he look at my body from head to toe, I felt comfortable around him like I didn't need to care so much about my appearance
We drive to his and grab a bunch of blankets and pillows and sit on his roof looking at the stars and talk "so how long have you and Ben been together" he asks
"A couple of months"
"So how'd yous meet"
"Long and complicated story"
"I'm ready"
"Nahh it doesn't matter"
"No I wanna hear it please"
"Please"
"You really wanna now"
"Yeah"
" well uhmm we used to date off and on all the time but when we started getting back together he would start off kind and caring but then started saying horrible things to me and we would have fights a lot and eventually he started to get violent and started hurting me and I finally broke it off with him and then he threatened to send out photos of me to the school if I didn't get back with him so I did and that's why I'm with him" I says
"Jesus that's horrible I'm so sorry" he says I pull up the sleeve it's was a almost symmetrical shape of his hand just above my elbow it was multiple colours and hurt to the touch
"I'm trapped in this place and I can't escape his grip" I say as a tears roll down my cheeks
"Hey hey your not trapped and your not alone either okay" he says cupping my face with his hands, i gaze into his eyes my heart was about to melt because it's was the first time I felt safe in a guys hands my heart was beating faster by the minute we sat there in silence for a couple of seconds I watch him glance at my lips a couple of times then back to my eyes as he leant in closer I was feeling mixed emotions about Ben and Alessio who I haven't known for long.
He gets closer to me to the point where I could feel his breath on my face "I can't do this I'm sorry" rejecting what I thought might of been a kiss I stand up and climb down off the roof "wait don't go" Alessio says I climb into my car and get out of there
The following week
Monday 9:00 - 3:00
I slowly walk to class trying my hardest to avoid that class cause Alessio was in it but to my surprise I see Ben in the hall ways he looked angry I walk up to him and ask him what was wrong "have you been hanging out with Alessio" he asks
"What no who told you that"
He grabs my arm were the bruise is I slightly squeal out agony "you lying slut" Ben shouts as he raises his hand, i brace myself but before I knew it Ben got knocked
Down by Alessio as he spit out blood from the punch I crawl backwards cause I was to over whelmed by the conflict in front of me that stand up wasn't a thought in my mind "tabby" Kennedy shouts as she comes to me on the ground helping me up "let's get out of here"
Kennedy she pulls me out of there and takes me to our old hide we used to play in as kids
It's a small shed with a over look of the small town we lived in I sit down looking at The view emotionless due to all my emotions in tears being drained from the incident earlier, I start crying again "here you'll be cold without it" Kennedy says with a blanket in here hand and sits down beside me "I'm so trapped in this fucking tiny little town where every body knows everything about you, you can't escape it no matter how far you run or swim or drive everything you do will always find it's way back here" I say with a hopeless feeling inside my body "don't say that, remember that promise we made when we where 6 where getting out of here together okay" Kennedy says I don't reply because I don't believe her "hey" I hear I snap my head back to the direction of the voice to see alessio standing there with a busted lip and bleeding nose I stand up as the blanket falls off I glance at Kennedy who looks amused at us then look back at alessio I walk closer to him and grab his first three button, unbuttoned button up shirt and pull him in to my lips and smash my lips against his he kisses me back but more dominantly I pull away before I get to into it "take me home" I demand as I walk past him walking to his car.
I get to his house and into his room I turn to face him and start kissing him he pick me up and throws me onto his bed he takes his shirt off to reveal abs, he helps pull down my pant and climbs on top of me starts kissing me again.......
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