Forever

Month Later

Its been a month since Snoop left. She let's me see the boys every weekend but she refuses to talk to me. I miss her so much. I miss her cooking, waking up and seeing her in my arms, her kisses. I've apologized so many times and I stopped seeing Bahja the day she left. Today I get to see the boys. I miss them too. Its kills me i cant see my sons everyday. I have a plan to get her back I just need her to at least talk to me.

"Boys your dad is here!" She yells

"Can I come in?" I ask.

She steps to the side opening the door a little wider for me to walk in.

"Hey Snoop"

"Mhm" She rolls her eyes

"Snoop will you please just-"

I get cut off by the boys running up to me.

DADDY!" They jump into my arms.

"Hey guys!" I pick them up. I miss them so much they grow up so fast.

"We missed you daddy" Issa said hugging me tight.

"I missed you too"

"When are you and mommy getting back together?" Jay asked playing with my chain.

"Umm soon very soon" I say putting them down.

"How bout you two go tell uncle August to help you put your shoes on"

"But-"

"Now Jay!"

"Dad?"

"Listen to your mother"

"Yes sir" they say going upstairs

When they went upstairs I sat beside Snoop on the couch. She slid over and I scooted closer to her. She slid over again till she was at the end of the couch.

"Snoop please just talk to me"

She looks at me and rolls her eyes. She knows I hate that

"It's been a month Snoop and you refuse to say anything to me I'm not with Bahja anymore"

She rolls her eyes again.

I get on top of her with her arms pinned down and look into her eyes.

"Snoop I'm not playing no more I'm not leaving til we talk"

"Get off me!" She yelled trying to get out of my grip

"Now you wanna say somethin"

"Craig get the fuck off me!"

Damn she aint have to call me by my government name.

"No not until you talk to me. All I wanna do is talk"

"There is nothing to say! Get off me! I dont want to talk to you"

"Tell me you forgive me and you still love me"

"Craig please just get off " She says just above a whisper as tears slides down,

"Look me in my eyes and tell me you don't love me anymore"

"Craig please"

"Look me in my eyes tell me you don't love me and the day you tell me you dont love me anymore I will leave you alone"

"I-i cant"

"Snoop i know I hurt you and I hate myself for that. I love you I love you so much I'm sorry I'm so so sorry just please take me back. I know you still love me"

"I don't know if I can trust you anymore. You really hurt me deep. I would have never thought I would have seen the day that you do something like this" Now she has a flood full of tears falling down,