Hidden secrets [Originally Boys Suck]

Prologue

'Boy's Suck!' BrookeCarrier © copyright 2012

PROLOGUE

Standing in front of him knowing what I had to do was killing me. He was all I've ever wanted and all I've never had and yet here I am about to break not only mine but his heart, for some asshole.

"Look, I've tried to make it work and I get the fact that we were 'made for each other' but it looks like they got it wrong. We weren't made for each other and we'll have to deal with it."

The look he gave me made me want to throw myself off a bridge and kill myself knowing that I broke my promise on not ever hurting him.

"Please tell me your lying." He whispered with enough pain for me to wished I hadn't been selfish and chose another way.

I swallowed back the bile i tasted in my mouth from my next words "I don't joke. I said what I feel and it's not going to change. You'll be able to go find some other girl-"

"But I want YOU" He said desparetely, but I continued talking as if he hadn't spoke.

"-and have a life with her and I will find another guy who i will marry and have kids with."

He growled at the comment "You are MINE"

As much happiness that gave me I had to continue on for his sake.

"But that's the thing, I'm NOT yours and you will never be MINE."

He looked like i had punched him in the gut a hundred times. He finally looked up at me with paines eyes, "I thought you said never say never?"

I kept my face blank "There's always an exception. I'm sorry I have to go. Goodbye."

I couldn't handle it anymore so I turned to go.

"Does this mean I won't ever see you again?" He asked.

I paused for a second and as much as I wanted to deny it I knew what I had to do, "No, we'll see each other at school and we can talk but that's it. But I think it will just hurt us too much if we do."

"Please tell me your not going back to him. Please I beg of you don't go, please I-I-I love you."

My breath caught in my throat, I can't believe he said that, it made it so much harder to do this and the worst part is that I love him too.

"I'm sorry." Was all I said before I ran to my car.

I got in my car and turned up the music trying to drown out the sorrow and pain filled howl in the woods and held on desperately to the tears that I knew would come when I got to my room.