Love Is Love

Second day

Again I heard my  alarm, I hated that alarm more than anything. But today, today it was different. I was actually excited to go to school, well that has never happened. I had a dream last night about Elena... it was very vague but... we were like kinda, holding hands? Weird.
I jumped out of bed and headed to the shower. While showering, again I thought about Elena.

Why am I thinking about her UGH she just won't get out of my head. But she's just so.. pretty, is that weird for me to think about her like that? I mean a girl can think that another girl is pretty, right?

I said goodbye to my mom and jumped on my bike. While biking I noticed a blind haired girl also on a bike, she was biking faster when she saw me. She was.. coming toward me.
Wait, that's Elena
Cheerfully she said Hi! To me.
I replied with a happy Hi! back, because I was in fact very happy to see her.
'You go with the bike too?' I asked
'Yes I love biking!' She replied
'Me too!' I said, maybe a little too excited but she didn't seem to notice that, luckily.
We talked a lot and it was very fun, after a while we were at school and got off of our bikes.

'It was nice biking with you! We should do it more often if you'd like that?'

'What uh yes of course! I liked it very much too'
I smiled softly and she was already walking towards the school.
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Class went very well, and I could finish a lot of the work we were given. Right now I'm just really tired and I want to sleep.. I still have to do one thing for school but I find it kinda hard. Maybe I can ask Elena about it tomorrow? She's smart I doubt that she won't understand it either.
But right now I'm going to put on my pajamas and go to sleep.

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'Hey Sam, how are you? How did you sleep after tonight?' She giggled.
'Oh I slept amazing' I replied as I snuggled tighter in her arm.
'We have to get up silly, what do you want for breakfast?' She Said while getting up.
'Nooo I don't want to get up'

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What.was.that. I thought by myself as I remembered every detail of the dream I just had. Why were we lying TOGETHER in ONE bed?! What happened? I- what.
I like guys I know that... I like guys, GIRLS! NO I don't? No, could it-? No. It was just a dream relax Sam jeez.
I got up to look at the time, SHIT I'm late again. What day is it?
Saturday...
oh.

I got up to splash some water on my face.
This is going to be, something....

I headed to my table and started working on some homework. But I couldn't concentrate..
I kept thinking about Elena! WHY?!
I realized that I don't even have her number or her instagram. Maybe I can look her up?

Okay so let's see.. I only know her first name so that's going to be hard.... hm..
Wait I know, I can look up the Instagram account of the school and search in their followers! I doubt there are many Elena's in our school.

Holy shit I found her! And even better her account isn't private!! I can't follow her now cause then she would know that I searched for her..

woah she's very pretty..

stop it Sam what the fuck.
But-
No.

While I grunted loudly I threw my phone on my bed and tried to concentrate on my homework. Which was impossible but I can at least try.

'I give up.' I said loudly to Beck.
Beck is my friend that I have known since elementary, he's the best friend everyone needs and wants. It sucks that we don't go to the same schools anymore but we still try to call everyday.

'Girl you better stop being so negative! Tell me about your school!!' He said very VERY excited.
'Well there isn't much that I can say to be honest.. I do think I sorta made a friend?'
'They better not replace me' Beck said jokingly.
'Beck.. no one could ever replace you, and you know that. I mean where can I find a friend that can make waffles as good as you?!'
' ha ha very funny.'

'Hey is it alright if I call you tomorrow again? I have a major headache and I think that I'm going to head to bed..' I said while massaging my temples.

I don't know why but I have a headache at least every day! It's so annoying because then I can concentrate even less than normally.
I'm taking it as a sign that I need to go to bed.