Desire

Chapter 1 - Hate You

"I hate you!!!". I sighed. "ROVELLA ROSE ANDERSON!!! Don't be so rude my dear. It's not good and i simply did not like your attitude." My dad's voice just an echo in my head. He make me feel disgust. He gave me an advice, but he himself does that kind of thing with that whore and the fact is, they make out in our house in my mom's and dad's BED. OMG!!! How could you dad?!

"Stop it ROSE!! I'm your dad! Try ..." Before my dad could continue his fvcking words that will came out from his poison mouth i interrupted his talk.

"See YOU with that SLUT doing that fvking things, annoyed me a lot! Don't you think? Hu? Dad?" He really pissed me off. "And stop calling me ROSE!" I continue harshly.

"Okay stop it already. You, pack your thing. Now! Now Rose, don't make me ..."

"Fine dad, now you want to dislodge me?" This situation really frustrated me.

Without making any excuse i ran to my bedroom and prepared my luggage as my dad told me. I really want to go somewhere else rather than staying at this 'hell house'. "I miss you mom. How could you leave me alone with that fragile dad. He does'nt love me like you do. He even choosed that whore rather than his own and only daughter, if i was his trully daughter."

When i was about to locked my room's door, dad approach to me and hug me with his muscular arm. I had to admit that my dad was a well-known guy at my town because my dad was a famous actor and director. He had managed being an actor in 29 films including a short movies since he was 13 years old. He was incredibily awesome and sometimes i was exteemly proud of becoming his daugther. He also had direct 11 action and thrilling films and had worked with most popular actor like Dylan O'Brien and Ki Hong Lee. They were in public eyes after the film 'The Maze Runner' had became the most and foremost film that got a billions of profit from making it and that film just got their huge hint. That was my dad, i truly can said that he was a very hardworking dad because he rarely spent time at home and he kept move out of town if he had a shot or direct something. I don't really mad at him from being such a genuine person because he continuesly made money for my school and for my future. He always wanted me to study hard so that i could be more like him or just being him. I don't know, i just hardly believe that our sweet moment together was went to an end.

When i was just a kid, i used to be hardly apart with my dad. In fact, i can't live without him because i love my dad so much. He oftenly took my mom and me out and spent our time together at the Pavillion, shopping and spending money to buy a new trends of dress and a shirts mostly for me. But now, it does'nt seem like me and my dad will get better into our relationship because of that night tragedy when my mom had died because of an accident. I don't know how my mom drunked the reason is, i never seen my mom drink and became an alcoholic. She was never ever touched a drink that contain alcohol, but that night was the prove that for all this moment i was wronged. I eagerly confused of that situation and prefered to kept silent. My dad had changed from that tragedy, he always came home late and this hell day came when i saw my dad make out with that slut. My dad was grabbing that slut's hips and fvking kissing her wet mouth without even noticing that i was right infront of him. I can't do anything except standing there and looked straight to them. My dad and that whore were not even wearing a single cloth and when that slut start to crawl my dad's muscular body and press her body until i can truly saw that her pair of big boobs hit my dad's body while licking my dad's face i suddenly came to reality. I walk towards them and i realise that my body start shaking. I release a sighed and i can't hardly controlled my body's reaction and without hesitation, i stop nearer at them. They were trully enjoyed their moment and does'nt even dare to stop just for a while to take a nice breath. My heart start to beat fast until... SLAP! I just slapped that unknown woman infront of my dad and between their unstopable activity. My dad forced me to leave his room and yes, i stepped outside of his room.

Not for a long time, the woman that sucked my dad's body came out and hurriedly carried her Channel's handbag were i guess was the new fashion line that every girls would wanted. I gave her my crooked smile as i've waited for my dad to came out and explained to me for what had happened. But, my curiosity brings me to death. He was fvking mad at me because i slapped one of his best co-worker that i guess was his actress. Hu, i did not even cared. But, the moment he wanted me to pack my things, i suddenly felt that i was a huge burden to him because i've always got into his work.

That evening, my dad drove me to some kind of place that i had no idea where it was. I was tremendously scared, if my dad sent me to an orphans house but my mind suddenly awake when i heard my dad's saying that i would live at the Taylor's High School's dorms. Place i would futher my study next 2 weeks and get my degree on doctoring course. That was my dad choice, not me. I love musics, a lot but my dad don't see any profit on being as a musician. I don't get it, why would my dad hate music so much? When he heard me sing, he would be freaking mad at me and told me to zipped my mouth from singing. His way not making my life easier but even more complicated and even more since my mom's death.

Actually, he had decided that started this day, i would not stayed with him until he will picked me up again when i got my degree as he'd dream. I knew i had no choice, instead of saying something, i just nodded when he told me to study hard so that i could get a bright future. My dad stop driving when we arrived at the main entrance of my high school to be and he took my big luggage at the back of his limousine car, i found it really annoying using that car to drove me 4 hours from Philadelphia to Wilmington.

I follow my dad from behind and observing the school. Yeah, it was a perfect school for me, all the property was perfect.

"Hi, Mr Anderson. Nice to meet you. Oh, sweety. You look gorgeous, Rose, right?" A lady greeted us, i was fascinated with her looks. She had a blonde brown hair with a big pair of eyes and a sweet smile that i had rarely seen, her smile was just like mom. I miss her so much, indeed.

"Hi, nice to meet you too. I prefer Vel. I mean, you could called me Vel." I smile to her and she hug me for the welcome to the new high school.

Dad suddenly shocked me with his sudden action by grabbing my shoulder and said "Rose, i introduce you your principal, Ms Beverly." I frustrated with the name he had called me. Again, it was Vel dad not Rose. "I'm not a flower dad." I gave my dad a very frustrated look and he just laughed at me.

He continue,"Actually young lady, this is your aunt. Your mother's sister, be nice to her sweety."

That is why that the smile is the same. I never met my aunt before espeacially this aunt. "Sorry, i can't recognise you." I said it with my almost broken heart because her face was exactly the same with my mom's face except for that my mom had a pair of attractive dimples on her cheek and my aunt does'nt.

"Vel, right? Your mom never bring you to see me because i was in Malaysia for 16 years. I followed my family and create my very own carrier there too. I just came back to California this year. Don't blame your mother child. Okay? She was a very good sister i had and a very good mother." I can't say anything, the sweet moment i had with my mom just appeal in my mind. I smile to my aunt and expect her to understand my feeling right now at this moment.

Dad broke the silence between three of us and i was brought to my dorm, it was a nice dorm but two beds? OMG!! I have to share my room with someone that i don't know who? Arghhhhhhh! My life suck! I have never shared my own room with somebody including my first cousin, DREDRIE. Whom had a nosy things to do and always disturbed my thing at my room and even tore my favourite poster, G-Dragon's poster that i had started collecting it when i was 13 years old and now i was 17.

I'm a teenager, a new teenager that had no idea of intimating time or whatever. I never kissed a guy before or been touched, maybe because my mom always protest if i asked her a questions about how getting a guy approach to you. I admit that i was nerd, not nerd of being lacked of fashion but nerd because i had never gets on a social environment and heads up getting hooked by a gorgeous man that ends in the bedroom wearing a satini with only me and that guy in that quite room and want to started our project so that my virginty gone, but it was only a dream. I have never been to a club or even a party. Shame on me.

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