Worst friends | choi beomgyu

chapter 3

kyla p.o.v:

"Maybe Kai? you know , Kayla , Kai , the same letter, coincidence? I think not."Beomgyu slowly mumbled.

"Unreasonable Beomgyu, I don't see him that way at all..." I said.

"okay, I guess..." he said , fastly storming away from me, as if I was some bomb about to explode, I don't understand this guy , I don't understand him at all...

my phone rang, I peeked and noticed it was daeyeon , she sent me a picture , a selfie to be precise with that Soobin guy , well wow Daeyeon, you're really so quick to forget your feelings, I wish I could do the same thing with my story...
I walked my way to the backyard, wanting to get some fresh air, that's what I usually do when things go wrong, some sort of a beg for help. I sat on the grass and observed the sky, it had a warm colored orangish tone, just like his beautiful hair... I shook my head in disagreement, how is my mind bringing the parts of the memories I want to forget the most every time, it's so unfair to have to feel the same pain in my chest, while he's living the best of his life, with no regrets ...
I felt someone's presence near me, I titled my head to the right, eying Yeonjun who just sat next to me.
" Are you all right?" He asked.
"Of course I am, haha.. why wouldn't I, but in fact, are you ? even though you're the one who messed up everything..."
"Kyla, I came here hoping for you to hear me out, not multiply my sadness." He pouted.
" Now that I think of it I've always aced multiplications in elementary school's math, thank you for bringing back this sweet memory." I nervously laughed.
"Your sarcasm sucks, Ky." He paused for a while.
"You know, when she confessed, my mind really went black for a couple of seconds, I wasn't expecting it at all, I've always loved Daeyeon,of course in a friendly game buddy way, but I didn't imagine she would develop that kind of feelings for me, I am a loser who fails everything in his life except for playing games, while she's an amazing human being, I rejected her because she deserves better than the mess that I am ..." He confessed.
I looked at him in disbelief , things turned out to be way different than they seemed. I thought for a bit.
"Sorry Yeonjun, I misjudged you, I honestly think you shouldn't put yourself down all the time, you're as much of a nice person as all of us, we have flaws of course, and that's the beauty of what makes us human, concerning Daeyeon, I'm pretty sure you should think about it for a while, you can totally shoot your shot, but are you able to love her back as strongly  as she does? If the  answer is yes, then go get your girl back, people's feelings aren't a joke." I spatted out.
"Do you really think it isn't too late?" His voice cracked. The pain seems to have reached his jaw bones.
"I guarantee you it's never too late, at least, not in this case..." I looked down, overwhelmed by the flashbacks that popped up in my mind.
" You're still thinking about him, aren't you?" Yeonjun said with a tint of worry on his face.
" I'm okay Jun." I smiled widely.
He stood up and jumped around. His hair moving like it's on a roller coaster, sometimes I really feel like we're blood related , the myth about steps not getting along is wrong in our case.
"You should hangout more with Beomgyu." He said suddenly.
" Huh, why?" I asked.
He smirked and went inside the house, I really don't understand those guys.
I layed my back on the grass, enjoying the scent of the neighborhood's flowers, the wind against my pinkish cheeks, it's in these moments of solitude that I feel the best, and also the worst...
Will I ever be able to forget him?