Tilted Life || BTS x Reader

4. the truth comes out

Woah they're dorm is so big... I walked in with my mouth dropping open. "Yah y/n! Close your mouth, a fly could go in" Joonie chuckled, I immediately obliged, feeling my cheeks flush an embarrassed red. I heard him say "Good girl", once again flushing a bright red. Jin unfortunately noticed and asked if I was okay to which I just nodded while he motioned me to sit on the sofa first while he asked kookie to help me with my wounds as he prepares supper for all of us.

 All the boys went to change and wash up and shortly after, came down, Kookie with a first aid kit in his hand walking over to me with the rest following, except for Jin who went to the kitchen.

*smol time skip*

 "Supper is ready kids!" We heard Jin shout as they all rushed to the dining table with me following behind. "Mmm this is so good Jinnie! I haven't had home cooked food in forever..." I realised what I said and memories started coming back while I started to tear up right there and then. The boys all looked towards me with concerned faces, especially Hoseok, as he came over and gave me a back hug while wiping my tears off my face. "It's okay y/n... we're here now, we can talk about this later if you want okay?" He spoke reassuringly. I just nodded and continued eating the delicious spaghetti Jinnie prepared as the rest of them tried to lighten the mood with jokes, and to be honest, it did perk me up a little.

After dinner, we were all in the living room. I was sandwiched between Hobi and Kook, Yoonie to our left, Jin and Jimin to our right and Joon and Tae on the floor in front of us. I was explaining why I suddenly teared up just now with all 7 just listening and it felt good to just open up to them, nobody knew about it other than my brother and my two best friends, my family situation at least, I didn't feel the need to tell them about the other stuff... 

After I finished, Hobi was the first to move, enveloping me in a warm hug while letting me sob into his chest, while he was patting my back. "C'mon guys, let's bring it in" I heard hi say. The boys all rushed up to us, the hug of Hobi instantly becoming a group hug, and it was then that I realised. "Oh fuck! Oops sorry," I said as I accidentally cursed in front of them while remembering about Jisung, Arum and Mirae. "My brother and friends must be so worried right now!" I checked my phone to be greeted by a picture of Hobi's face with the numbers 11:50 on top.

 "I should go now, you guys are probably really tired and need to rest for your other upcoming schedules..." I paused, remembering that today was their last concert, "Oh...wait. Sorry..." I mumbled and started tearing up again. The boys, hearing what I said, ran up to me again, embracing me. "Don't worry about that, we'll tell you more later but as for now, it's pretty late already and we don't want you going home alone since it's dangerous. How about you stay here for tonight then we can all send you back home in the morning?" Yoonie suggested. 

"Omg really? I wouldn't want to impose on y'all though?" I replied, still feeling a little shocked at their offer. "You won't be imposing on us don't worry, plus you're welcome to stay over anytime you like now!" Hobi said. I looked to see all the boys nodding their heads so I took their offer, not like I could decline anyways and just told my brother that I was staying over at a friend's house since they lived closer to the stadium.

"So, care to explain more by not needing to worry and cry over your group's disbandment?" I asked, remembering what Yoongi had mentioned earlier. "Oh yeah that well, we're actually going to start a company and debut as solo artists together under it, but we won't expose that the company is OURS," Joon explained. 

"Wow that's so cool guys! I promise I won't tell anyone but, do y'all perhaps need a manager or something?" I then asked, being interested to help them, and let's just say, by the end of that night, I earned myself a very big position in their new entertainment. Starlight's general manager, they said they wanted the least people to know about them owning the company so I'm the manager for all 7 of them, yes crazy but a new challenge is always accepted, it was great timing too since I would officially graduate in a few weeks time.

Hyung line except for Hoseok all went to start getting ready for bed when I realised. "Uh Hobi...where am I gonna sleep?" I asked, the topic completely being forgotten as the night went by. "Oh! You can sleep in my room!" He suggested. "Do you have an extra bed or something?" "Haha no, I have a king size one though! It's fine, you take the bed, I can sleep on the sofa tonight," He said. "No way I'm letting you sleep on the sofa, it's your bed to begin with! I'll sleep on the sofa then" I stated, to which I was surprised he replied with "You? Sofa? No way! C'mon, I don't mind sharing my bed with you, if you don't mind too?" I just nodded my head in agreement because I mean, nothing can go wrong right? With that, we bid goodbyes to maknae line who were still watching a movie, along with the rest that we saw along the hallways or stairs.

His room had a super nice interior, walls that were painted a soft lavender and blue, a king size bed like he mentioned with a cloud shaped light above it and a wall decorated with fairy lights and polaroids of him and the members stringed on them. His room was different from what I imagined, instead of a theme of bright colours, it was soft and pastel ones, that just made me love him even more!

"Here, wear this so you'll feel comfortable!" Hobi said as he throwing me one of his shirts and shorts, along with a towel. "If the rest are done, you can use the bathroom on this floor but if not, there's one downstairs," he continued, "I think you can figure out which is body soap, shampoo and conditioner yea, here, take this, it's new don't worry" he finished, while tossing a toothbrush which I thankfully caught. "Ahh...I have a new pair of boxers if you need them...?" He asked, tone seeming a little unsure. "Oh that's okay, I always keep extras in my bag, thanks!" I answered and went to shower, not missing him saying a small "Have fun", while taking the extra underwear I always kept in my bag, for emergency situations and look it came in handy today. 

*time skip*

When I was done, I went back to Hobi's room to wait for him, I'm guessing he went to the toilet or something. I looked over to my phone to see Jisung sent me a text saying "okay, see you tmr then" and then I remembered all the videos and photos I took that night, deciding to go through them for the first time. I was watching a video of Hobi during Baepsae and holy- just as he was hip thrusting, I threw my phone onto the bed, shouting "Oh my god Jeong Hoseok you think you can just play with my heart like that" to no one in particular, just when it hit me I was in Bangtan's dorm, the room of the man I was just shouting about... I look to my right to find Hobi standing my the door, now a blushing mess, with the rest of the members slowly coming up behind him. Fuck, you screwed up big time y/n.

All I could do was put my hands over my face while trying to hide my embarrassment. The 7 walked into the room, obvious that they were trying their very best to suppress their giggles until Hobi couldn't hold his in anymore and burst out laughing on the floor. Jimin went over to the bed and picked up my phone, showing the rest what I was watching before I made an embarrassment of myself. "HAHA y/n don't need to be shy, it's okay, as if every other army doesn't do it. Plus I like seeing you getting excited about me..." Hobi reassured me. Wow, what's with the sudden bosst of confidence, wasn't he just a tomato a few seconds before.

 "Dang you're so good hyung!" "How did you do that-" "y/n's gallery is full of...us!" Jin then said, exiting the video and now looking at my entire gallery instead. I have to say, he's right though, I can't remember when was the last time I took a picture of myself.

After scrolling through my phone and watching the videos I took of them, we all finally decided to call it a night as the rest went back to their own rooms and me and Hobi hopped onto the bed. As Hobi turned the lights off, a sudden growl of thunder and a bolt of lightning filled the silence and darkness respectively. 

Oh no, anytime but now... I'm scared of storms, terrified even, they just remind me of my long gone parents, all the trauma always comes back and I would always break down like an uncontrollable dam upon being reminded of the trauma. I didn't want to say anything but I was already breaking down slightly, I sniffled softly hoping that Hobi didn't hear but I guess nothing escapes his hearing. He came to my side of the bed and found me crying, concern written all over his face. "Omg y/n why are you crying, shhh it's okay, everything's alright" Hobi tried comforting me but I just cried more. "Hobi... can we maybe... cuddle p- please..." I hesitatingly asked, "Omg aa of course! Come closer y/n!" he said while plopping himself on the bed, adjusting himself then pulling me into his embrace, as he stroked my hair and continued to reassure me everything's alright. 

All this felt so nice, he reminded me of what Jisung would usually do to calm me down... except this time it was a Hobi HAHA. He just made me feel safe, a feeling I haven't felt with anyone else other than my brother.