Choi Yena, a girl that is gifted with a gentle heart, but also cursed at the same time for its fragility.
However rather than calling her gift as kindness some prefer to call it, naivete. Well, it is only natural for others to think about her kind nature that way because she will go as far as to condone even the most malefic act to ever done to her by anyone.
Rather than judging others for their misdeeds, Yena instead sees others as the victim of circumstances and the inevitable suffering of the world that has shaped their actions and because of that reason alone she decided to try to alleviate and transcend others suffering into something that is somewhat approximately positive, even if she has to be the sacrifice for it. Though she consider that her sacrifice is a small price for salvation and she also believes that she will be able to bear the burden all by herself for she's holding onto one of the many wisdom from her deceased father, he said
"Yena remember this always, those who have a reason, a why to live for can almost bear any how that is laid before them."
her memory of the words, how her father's voice is unusually raspy, the look on his face and how his eyes are shaking with its eyelids slowly falling yet his orbs are still burning with might and compassion is still vivid even up until now and undoubtedly forever for those are the last moment before Yena had lost her father, before that one man she loved more than any other men took his last breath.
It has been years since the tragedy now and today is going to be her first day as a high school student of Forthducere High. Though it is not the first day of school for others, let's just say that Yena had some kind of health problems to deal with around a month ago that had caused her to postpone much of her activities and one of them is attending high school itself.
As of now Yena doesn't really have any friends at school nor did she knew the materials for the class, so Yena has a lot of catching up to do, either socially or for her study, but the thing is, Yena doesn't really excel at both, never been the brightest student nor the popular one.
Yena is now with her mother, inside her mother's 1980s Cherokee. They are heading towards Yena's new school and of course, her mother is the one on the wheel.
A song with familiar soul chords played on a synth and a vintage sounding voice of a girl on top of it playing on the radio, ah it's a Tom Misch's song, one of her favorites, but not now, now it just worsen the mood between the two
"Mom... It's-" Yena said to her mother with a sorry tone to it. But then her mother cut her off before she was able to finish her sentence.
"Look dear, it really is okay, don't feel bad over trivial things such as this, okay?"
Her mother said, not letting Yena finish her sentence as if she had already known what her daughter about to say. Well, she did know what Yena's about to say anyway.
"And you just got out of the hospital about a week ago! What kind of parents that would let their daughter that just got out of the hospital recently to go wait for the bus on the bus stop all by herself with only cold spring breeze to accompany her!?"
She continued to talk to her daughter, now with a voice that sounded stern. Well, to be exact she is scolding her.
"O-okay." Yena murmured before pouting her lips, her hands on her lap with her fingers entangled with each of its respective opposites but her thumbs, her thumbs are twiddling between each other and it is looking like it was wrestling each other, she has also lowered her eyelids down until it covers half of her eyes, still feeling sorry for her mother that she had to go to the opposite direction of her office just to drive her to school. Yena stayed that way even until they are finally at her school, though she didn't realize that they had arrived at the school, still caught up in her reverie.