"Hyung" - m.yg + j.jk

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M.YG

I rushed out of bed, double checking that Jin-Hyung was still asleep. He was and it was only 5:45am which gave me enough time to be little for a while.

I'd been regressing a lot more recently, under a tremendous amount of stress. So far none of the boys have caught me, but I'm worried I won't be able to control it.

Our comeback is only a week away and it's a very different concept to what we were like before, I'm scared. So I grabbed my teddy and sippy cup, running to the kitchen on my tippy toes to fill it with apple juice before quickly ducking back into my room.

I sat in the corner of the room and played with my toys. Sammy told me he was thirsty so I gave him my sippy cup and popped my paci in my mouth instead.

Sammy was my favourite teddy, he was a light brown bear with a stripey shirt and overalls, he was always nice and took care of my other toys.

I decided if Sammy was thirsty maybe the others would be too, and maybe hungry as well. So I layed down a small blanket and sat with Sammy, Toby, Lola and Trixie. Trick, Trixie's brother, wasn't here because he got sick so Dr BooBoo was taking care of him.

We had a big cake, rainbow cake with white icing and sprinkles. We all had tea and there was apple pie, chocolate fondue and things to dip into it. We were having a great time until Lola got mad and yelled at Toby for accidentally getting chocolate on her dress. (A/N: If you couldn't tell already, this is his imagination)

The sound of a pillow dropping onto the floor made me turn around in a flash, I panicked as I saw the pillow Jin-Hyung had just kicked off the bed as he moved around and kicked his legs slowly. I finished my apple juice and put the cup in my toy chest, following with the rest of my teddies. Sammy didn't go in though, I put him back in my duffelbag with my paci. I closed the toy chest and pushed it back into the corner of my wardrobe, hiding it under a few clothes.

I quickly got back in bed and made it seem as though I'd been on my phone the whole time, "Morning Jin-Hyung."

He stretched and responded with a simple good morning, getting up to take a shower and get ready for the day.

We had to record a few more lines today, then we had a photoshoot for teaser images and after that we had practice. We had to get the dance routines for every song perfect, down to the second in sync, remember everything with no chance of forgetting.

I made my way to the kitchen and start making breakfast for everyone, I made hotteok and served them on 6 plates.

I took the smallest one I'd made and ate it, holding it in my hands. Namjoon came out first and thanked me for breakfast, he sat down at the table and waited for the rest, then Taehyung came out and joined him. I heard the shower stop, Jin-Hyung came out dressed but with wet hair and sat at the table while I went to have a shower myself.

I washed myself, then ended my shower and got dressed. By that time everyone was at the table eating their still warm breakfast, I made sure my phone had decent charge and grabbed my beanie and a black mask. I threw some spare clothes into my usual duffel bag as well as a cold drink bottle and my phone charger, just in case.

The others finished their food and got themselves washed up, a few still needed to get changed so I sat on the counter, waiting. I was all ready to go.

I sat there swinging my legs and looking all around the kitchen for no reason before Jin-Hyung walked past and patted my bum, "C'mon, off. Now."

I huffed and jumped off the counter, instead leaning against it while I played a game on my phone.

One by one the boys started gathering in the living room/kitchen, sitting or leaning wherever. Jimin was the last to be ready, he walked through the doorway and chirped, "Ready to go?"

We all went outside and I put on my beanie and mask, it was a little cold in the morning. We got situated in the car and I popped in my earphones, blasting music and reading mangas on my phone as we drove to the studio.

No longer than an hour and a half later we were at the photoshoot. They dressed us and did our hair, then makeup.

Soon, we were getting in position where they told us to be and they began taking photos, telling us to change one little thing and adjust certain things every now and then until they got the perfect picture, then they'd change our positions and poses.

This went on for a while and we were out in just over 3 hours. After that was done we went to practice, Hoseok wasn't feeling too anxious about the dance, said we were picking it up well and we'd basically memorized them all from start to finish.

I wasn't too confident in myself, afraid I was messing us all up. So we kept practicing and practicing with no break until 6 hours later when we were all sweaty and out of breath. Hobi said we did really good and we shouldn't need anymore really long practices, just the revision every now and then and we'd be fine.

For me though, I wasn't happy with my performance, I thought I needed to work harder. So while everybody else sat down, panting and drinking water, wiping their sweat, I kept working on the dance. I knew I just had to get better, I wasn't good enough yet. Not for my standard and certainly not good enough for army's.

That was a big mistake when I just got too stressed out...