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M.YG

I had been thinking about what Jeongguk had said days ago about if the others knew about me being an age regressor, that they'd still accept me.

Recently I had obviously not been as careful as I would've liked since Namjoon had seen me regressed as well as Jeongguk.

I decided a lot of stress would be gone if I could be more honest with the boys. So I was gonna tell them, I was gonna tell them all that I'm a regressor.

I went to each room and asked if I could talk to them in the living room, I sat on the single recliner, legs crossed and hands in my lap. I played with my fingers to calm my nerves as one by one the members found their own spots to sit in the room, all facing me.

"So, um... have any of you heard of age regression before?" Everyone shook their heads except for Jimin who nodded I looked over to him, surprised, "Do you know what it is?"

He, again, nodded and Taehyung tilted his head, "How do you know what that is?"

"I read fanfics, duh," he shrugged and blushed a bit, laughing slightly when he said it.

"Um, could you please explain what it is to the others, I'm not good at explaining things?" He nodded and smiled, turning to face the rest of the members.

"Age regression is basically when someone 'regresses' into a state of mind almost identical to that of a child, typically ages 0-7. It can be as stress relief, like a way for them to be free of stress, or it can simply be a way for them to be happy. It's a lifestyle for a lot of people. People who regress are often referred to as 'littles', which leads to common misconceptions between age regression and age play as both communities use the term 'littlespace'. People who take care of regressors while they're in headspace are called 'Caregivers', they have like a parental role. They lay down rules, punishments and rewards. Regressors don't always remember what they do in headspace after they go back to bigspace."

They all nodded slowly and stared at nothing, I figured they were just taking it in and trying to understand it, "Now, I'm pretty sure you've already connected the dots but the reason I wanted to talk to you all was because I want to tell you that I'm an age regressor. I do it to cope with stress and I've been slipping a lot more frequently lately, which is why two of you caught me."

I looked to Namjoon and Jeongguk, but I certainly did not miss when Hoseok and Jin-Hyung both looked down at their feet guiltily or awkwardly.

"Wait, YOU regress!?" Jimin sounded excited for some reason, I nodded and he squealed in response, "Yay, I have someone to play with!!!!!"

I shot him a very confused expression and he stopped spinning around when he realised what he said, he turned bright red and tensed, smiling in a tight line.

"Jimin... are you an age regressor as well?" He looked down and twisted his foot around, gently kicking the floor with his hands behind his back.

"Mayyyybbeeee," I smiled and ran up to him hugging him and squealing, he too started squealing again. We were both so excited to have a little friend to play with in headspace.

With these thoughts and this excitement I couldn't stop myself from regressing, I grabbed Jimin's hand and pulled him toward mine and Jin-Hyung's room, "Come see my toys, I fink Sammy be happy we have new frien!!"

Apparently me slipping was all it took for Jimin to as well, he giggled and skipped alongside me to the bedroom.

I opened the chest and dumped all my teddies on the floor, then I crawled to my bag and pulled out Sammy, "Sammy say hi to new frien, dis Minnie."

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