jvo imagines ღ

gone 2 long.

hey girlss, i just started a new book in spanish (another johnny fanfic) so if u understand the language it would be really nice to show some support there! btw this imagine is about a prettymuch song, if u haven't listened to it yet u should before reding this to understand better.

it's so fucking hard to have a long distance relationship. you can't hug them, kiss them, or even feel their touch. this is what happens to me and john, he is the best boyfriend i could ever ask for. but when it comes to his career it's really hard to be with him. his music is the most important thing for him and i understand that, i really do. it's just that he is constantly traveling all around the world giving concerts and i can't always go with him, actually almost never.

i'm sick of the phone, sick of the facetime.
we try and we try, but we never make time. we barely see each other in months, but luckily we're together when it comes to a birthday.

he means the world to me and i hate being away from him. im everything but strong. i cry almost every night when im not with him, and he knows that. i cry because im afraid he finds someone better than me, someone that he actually deserves. im not enough for him and i know that. but im too selfish to let him so;
promise me you won't be gone too long, my dear. promise me you won't belong anywhere else but here, with me.

this is a sad and short one:( sorry, i suck.