I wish I could understand you some times.. I really wish I could.
I Love you, you told me you did too.
I cant let this go.
God knows where everyone is anymore. But all I know is that Im fucking confused.
You have mood swings like no normal person.
One day you want to be with you. You want to hug me and make me giggle then the next you treat me like shit.
I dont know whats going on.. Im sorry but Im fucking confused.
Jax always told me about the good times between you and me.
Like the times we spoke spanish to irritate people. Or just to talk in a language only we felt like we could understand.
I missed you, waited for you to come back. Eventually got tired and left. I came back a while later to find out your someone else. Not the Wattpad fiancé I said I would marry...
God knows what I did wrong. I don't.
You hurt me a couple of times. Shut me out more times than I count.. But god forbid- I still love you.
I hope she makes you happier than I made you, seeing as that was never enough. I wish I could say that I've tried. But Ive done more than tried, I've sacrificed and lied, nearly died once. But its just me is it? Its just terrible ol Tahlia Rose.
I really hope she makes you happy. I hope you're happy.
Enjoy your life, Manuel Rios.
XOXO
a girl who loves you.
P.S I was never gonna leave. As long as you wanted me here, I was gonna stay. Now Im reconsidering it.
