dreary diary

1st chapter

To be honest I dont really know what to say. I am a young girls from Germany which decided that maybe writing diary isn't a that bad idea.

I already started writing a few times diary - most a the times because I thought it would help and it would be "cool". No, I'm not that kind of person, I didn't thought I would be cool and others would find me cool if I write diary.

I just thought that maybe I would find myself kinda cool. Maybe seeing myself esthetic would describe it the best. I mean, if someone says that he or she writes diary everyone automaticly likes them right? Why?

I'm pretty sure that that makes no fucking sense and I am sorry about that.

So to start with the important stuff - I just start writing here anonymous diary. Maybe to help myself understend myself better. Maybe because I somehow feel good knowing that nobody knows who I am and all my friends and acquaintances do not have the right to know how I feel but all strangers here on Wattpad.

Yes, I am an asshole. But my friends are also somehow.

God, what am I doing here? I just had a bad day and I already start writing about shit nobody wants to know. I'm sorry.

Tuesday, 25th June 2019, 8:44pm

-B