Different

Chapter 4: Love!

Kendall's POV

I walk into the shower and strip out of my clothes. I scrub my body with the last bit of my strawberry and coconut body wash. I wash my hair with Hayes or Nash's shampoo and conditioner. He he. I'm such a rebel.

I suddenly feel my skin burning up. I look at my arm. My cuts are still bleeding and they are a bright red. It hurts a lot. I ignore it and think about people.

I can't stop thinking about Hayes. How his blue eyes look into mine. The way he looks at me. It just makes me fan girl. Im sure everyone does over him. I smile just thinking about him.

When I'm done I change into a blue shirt that shows my belly a bit, and some pajama pants. Im not going anywhere right. I dry my hair, put it in a bun and put some makeup on.

I walk out and sit on the stairs. I could hear Hayes and Nash talking. I hear the words "hot" "girl" "pretty." I smile. I think I love him. But, what do I know about love?

I sit on the stairs as I think about my family. There gone. Forever.

A few tears stream my face, I quickly wipe then away.

I start singing. I sing when I'm sad, mad, or even confused.

"Well, it's good to hear your voice

I hope you're doing fine

And if you ever wonder,

I'm lonely here at night

I'm lost here in this moment and time keeps slipping by

And if I could have just one wish

I'd have you by my side"

"Oh, oh I miss you

Oh, oh I need you"

"And I love you more than I did before

And if today I don't see your face

Nothing's changed, no one can take your place

It gets harder everyday"

"Say you love me more than you did before

And I'm sorry it's this way

But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home

And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay"

"Well, I try to live without you

The tears fall from my eyes

I'm alone and I feel empty

God, I'm torn apart inside"

"I look up at the stars

Hoping you're doing the same

And somehow I feel closer and I can hear you say"

"Oh, oh I miss you

Oh, oh I need you"

"I love you more than I did before

And if today I don't see your face

Nothing's changed, no one can take your place

It gets harder everyday

"Say you love me more than you did before

And I'm sorry that it's this way

But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home

And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay

Always stay"

"I never wanna lose you

And if I had to I would choose you

So stay, please always stay

You're the one that I hold onto

'Cause my heart would stop without you"

"I love you more than I did before

And if today I don't see your face

Nothing's changed, no one can take your place

It gets harder everyday"

"Say you love me more than you did before

And I'm sorry that it's this way

But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home

And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay

I'll always stay"

"And I love you more than I did before

And I'm sorry that it's this way

But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home

And if you ask I will stay, I will stay

I will stay"

I sing as I start crying. I sob until my tears won't stop. I feel someone warm hug me. I look up and see....Hayes?

Hayes POV

I walk out of Nash's room and see the "girl." She singing. She is great! Wow! I could feel my jaw dropping. The song is... so sad. Tears stream out of her eyes. At the end of the song, she is sobbing. I run over and hug her. She cries into my chest.

I feel so bad.

What happened to her?

I keep my arms strong around her. She looks up at me and then looks down. She is so beautiful. She has a little mascara running, I think she looks better without makeup.

I run my hands on her back. She seems to be calming down. I notice that her breathing is slow and her eyes are close. she is sleeping.

I look over and see Nash with a confused look.

"Nash hand me some bandages." I say quietly with a sad tone. I keep rubbing her back. She seems so calm. I wonder what she is doing here. It's about 10 miles from the nearest town. How did she get here.

Nash comes over and bandages her arm while I rub her back. She is so beautiful even when she is a wreck.

When he leaves, I pick her up and take her to my room. I lay her down on my bed.

I want to see how many scars she has. I lift up her her arm and see countless scars. I lift up her shirt. She only has a couple of scars.

Nash walks in me says, "don't rape her." I smirk and say I was just counting her scars. He comes over and looks himself. He had a sad look on his face.

"Wow. I haven't ever seen these much scars." He says with tears in his eyes. I nod.

I lift up her pants a bit to see if there is any on her legs. There is more on her legs than her stomach. I just stay silent.

Why would she do this to herself?

"Nash. Why do you think she would do this?"

"I don't know." He says.

"I don't know." he repeats.