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Note: Marissa is an OC. yes i was a self insert

From vinesauce oneshots (date unknown)

Maturity warning.

It had been a long time since the two Vinesauce streamers had last met each other.

Vinny missed him, surprisingly. The sound of his voice echoed in his head, making him feel slightly aroused.

He was ashamed.

Ashamed of what he'd told Joel last time.

Joel had given him that Ew, you're gay, get out of my fucking apartment look. It was the main reason why Vinny was ashamed. He truly did have feelings for the handsome Swede. He was unable to hide it.

Even the thought of him made Vinny feel.. feel the way he felt around him.

And since he didn't want to face him..

He decided to leave Joel be and decide what to do next.

Vinny didn't feel like streaming, either. He didn't feel like doing anything else. Being away from Joel made him tired and hopeless.

Fucking hell, Vincent. You're not a baby. Just tell him.. just not to the face.

Vinny didn't think he could do that. Eventually he coaxed himself out of the house and forced himself to go see Joel. His heart raced and fluttered in his chest like a trapped pigeon.

"Hey, Vin."

Vinny looked up sharply as he started to make his way to Joel's apartment. He was leaned up against the door, a weirdly seducing look in his dark eyes. "I saw you coming up, man."

Excitement flashed through Vinny. Joel did not understand how much he needed him. Vinny loved Joel more than he loved his parents if he had to put it that way.

"Joel!" Vinny said, delighted.

Joel sighed, his dark eyes shimmering. He was remembering what Vinny had told him, what'd made him kick the founder of Vinesauce out of his place.

Joel was truly disgusted.. and flattered at the same time. He didn't understand what had brought him so close to Vinny.

It made him even more sick knowing that Vinny was 8 years older than him.

"Come on," Joel finally said. He made himself sound happy Vinny was there. Inside, he was not.. and kind of was.

He knew that Vinny would come crawling back to him sooner or later. They were allianced, so Joel didn't care whether Vinny bothered him or not. Joel just felt uncomfortable due to how Vinny had acted last time.

"Anything you want to say for yourself?" Vinny jumped as Joel thrust his face in his. "Is there anything you'd like to touch on me before I kick your ass out of here?"

"Joel, you would never do that."

"Trust me, Vincent." Vinny trembled as Joel narrowed his eyes, the name hardly a breath on his voice. "I would."

Joel stood upright, shaking himself and brushing his long hair over his shoulders. Vinny was definitely scared of him now. Joel suddenly felt bad.

"So, uh, how's life, Joel?" Vinny asked.

"It's fine, I guess." Joel made his voice brittle.

"Mine is good too. Where's Marissa?"

Joel pursed his lips, fear flashing inside of him. "She's somewhere," he said curtly.

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