I don't know why I was put on the planet. I have no importance other than to have kids. I'm not important i don't know why I try think i am. It doesn't matter anyways. I'm gonna die one day then be forgot by the universe. Why not just end it all now? It would save me from anymore pain or hate. If I was dead i wouldn't feel anything. I'd be a dead body. A corpse. I'd be almost the same as a doll. Forever still. Not moving until touched. I'm sorry to who ever read this. I know you probably don't care about my personal problems. I know only about three people will read this......and as I said before. I'm sorry you had to read this.