//ZANE//((A DIFFERENT CHARACTER!))
As the school day ended, I looked around to try to find my older brother. But he was no-where to be found. Weird... Maybe he's with one of his friends. Or something like that...
I didn't think much of it so I started walking home.
Once I got home, I realized the door was already unlocked.
'Strange...' I thought to myself, before I walked up to my room. Then I saw Garroth's door cracked open, I couldn't help but looking in. I saw him laying there... "Garroth?"
"Z-Zane?!" He yelled but asked. He's never acted like this before... It's honestly a bit concerning.
"Why are you already home?" I questioned.
"O-Oh... I was in the bathroom then there was only 5 minutes left of class so I just left. S-Sorry little bro..." So he skipped, eh? Suprising... But whatever.
//GARROTH//
Zane left my room and slammed the door, thank Irene he beilieved my lie. He doesn't need to know about what Ein said... But the thing I don't believe is how I cut myself... But it feels... Nice...!
But if anyone finds out... They'll hate me even more... They don't need to know... Even if I deserve it!
Hopefully nobody sees me without long sleeves on... Hopefully nobody sees me at all... I'm ugly and nobody would ever want to see me... And I thought Ein was my friend... Looks like I was hella wrong!
But all of my pajamas have short sleeves... I guess i'll just wear a normal shirt instead of a pajama shirt. Sounds reasonable.
I feel really bad for Zane though... He doesn't need to know about my thoughts of suicide... I don't want to drag him, or Vylad down with me... So I chose lying... Nothing I do is right... Lying, cutting, falling in love. It's all wrong! And when i'm an adult, being the owner of the Ro'Meave Co. will be wrong too! There's nobody I can vent to about this...
All these razorblades are the only things that give me happiness...
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Hio!
Am I bothering anyone with my constant updating? Please tell me...
And;;;; I might discontinue Loose Ties. I lost interest in the Ryguyrocky fandom. So... Sorry bout that...
