Short Stories

To: Jager

CHAPTER 1

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In the beginning I never thought you liked me. Everybody was like "He totally likes you" I thought it couldn't be true because of everything and that you where gay.  Out of nowhere I started feeling like I like YOU. It was crazy, but you introduced me to a whole new world.  I was happier and made new friends along the way. Freshman year was fun all the ups and downs. Our stupid arguments, when we sing in the halls, fuck even when we dated it wasn't so bad. I suck at relationships. I'll be honest. When me and Alex broke up I didn't know how to feel. I personally was broken, he started dating someone else a day later. I wanted to show him that he really was missing something. I never could. So I started dating Maya, Yes i had feelings for her when me and Alex where dating, yes I liked her when me and you where dating. I really did think that I didn't like boys. But when we dated I was so happy. Like I have liked you since around the time we finally got harley away from the table and we didn't have to deal with his tiny dick ass. You helped me figure out who I am as a person. Even though you annoy the fuck out of me sometimes. I hope you realize what you are to me. You're not just another friend that's gong to leave because of school or because we had one small argument. We have had a huge blow out one. Completely  unreasonable and stupid but we still had it. It was so hard for me to deal with everything. Fuck you where even there for me when the entire school hated me because of jaylee. Lilly is my bestial friend ever but you are definitely in second place (No offence) Now time to the juicy stuff.

During our relationship I really didn't see it going anywhere. You are more of a physical kind of relationship. I am okay with that stuff but I really didn't know how to feel during our relationship. I was happy, yes; but it also felt kinda off. Like we both liked someone else during the relationship. Even though I would deny it EVERY SINGLE TIME. I still liked Jason and nobody could have stopped me from that. I have liked him since I met him. Now I wont get into Jason to much because this is about you, but know that I am grateful that you helped me and Jason meet. During the Bee Movie, I had no idea what was going on. I tried my hardest to do what you wanted but it didn't feel right for me at the time. When you started dating Abby I lowkey was jealous but I didn't care. You where happy. Even if we are arguing I will always care if you got hurt or if you where sad. That's what a good friend is for. Helping your friend when they aren't being themselves. Now when that whole thing happened, I was scared out of my life. Me and reign cried so much and I went to student services and I told my aunt and it was crazy, even though we got into that huge ass fight. We still managed to still be friends. HOW THE FUCKITY DO DA DO YOU DO THIS?!?!?! I seem to push people away but if I do I don't mean to. I'm used to having people hurt me so I push people away as I do normally. It's really self defense for my feelings. You are a great friend.

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CHAPTER 2

heheh this is more of a yOuR sO gAy kind of chapter

How did you manage to be such an amazing friend? Like I'm suprised that Micheal hasn't put a ring on it yet. Honestly if I wasn't such a fuck up I would help you get a manz. I can barely do that for myself. Shit Jason asked me out with a poem. *See picture I sent through snap* You're such an amazing person I don't see why there aren't people liNING UP TO DATE YOU. I'm kidding, but really. I miss the old times. The unmature selfs during the beginning of the year. When we would interview people and squish bananas through straws. My light up shoes, and the "Me and Lilly have to wear our uniforms today. Please dont call us sluts" All the memories we created in FRESHMAN YEAR alone. Imagine the rest of high school. Life is crazy and I think what me and you are is like Batman and robin. (me obviously robin because im short as hec) and like im not bothered by the idea of people hating me anymore. You helped me through a lot this year. Thats you fucking gay.