~ Carters Pov~
H-he , he kissed me!! , I felt the heat rush to my face . His chest rising and falling softly on mine , his arms now on both sides of my face , his scent , making its way to my nostrils. He smelt good, manly with a mis of fruit . His big grey eyes smiling on their own his pale lips forming a slight smile and his black hair- , what am I saying HE JUST KISSED ME !!! MY KIDNAPPER JUST KISSED ME !!!! .
He leaned down again , and at this point I wasn't going to let him kiss me again . I turned my head and a growl crept into my ears , I then felt lips hit my neck , sending shivers down my spine . My eyes grew wide again , and my breath hitched , I couldn't admit I didn't like it because for a really strange reason I did . I was never this close to a girl , because you couldn't exactly be this close to a girl if you were in school . I mean I did have a girlfriend already but , it didn't feel quite right , so we both decided together to end it .
But this , never when I kissed her did I feel like this . I was cut out by my thoughts when I felt a soft bite on my neck , and a small moan leaving my mouth . Fuck . I mentally cursed myself for letting that happen .
I should push him away . I mean he is my kidnapper , but what else do I except his probably going to rape me , and then kill me . Is this what my life really turned out to be . A daddy's little boy who had no friends and being raped and killed at the age of 17 . Wow I really have a piece of shit for a 'life' if that's what u even call this .
~Back home~
"yes the last time we saw him was when he left the house to get some air " " ok ma'am we will do our best to dine your son. "yes thank you " . They better find my Carter. I miss him so much , what did I do I shouldn't have let him go out , I should have listen to Theo and let him go to his room, im such a bad mother .
Gemma is torn that Carter hasn't come home yet , she was crying at almost every thought of him . Our son is gone because I was pushing him to hard . This is all my fault I should have let him be who he wants to be not who I want him to be . I should have let him explore and let him find out what was wrong from right not in books but in his experiences .
I kept my son from his life for 17 years . If we - When we find him , im going to try my best to give him back his 17 years that he missed out on . All the dances , the 'parties' it'll also give him the chance to make new friends , or any friends for that matter .
I just hope your ok out there Carter . And I know you cant hear me but im truly , deeply sorry .
~Devon's pov ~
I couldn't help but want to kiss him back . I leaned down once again a slight smirk creeping on my lips , and then he goes ahead and turns his head. I growled at him not wanting to let me kiss him , and I grinned and took the opportunity to kiss him in his neck .
I felt his body tens making my slight smirk widen . I kissed harder wanting the urg to kiss his lips and bit his neck slightly making a light moan escape his mouth .
I chuckled against his skin , I ran my hand up his shirt feeling his warm skin against my slightly cold hands formed goose bumps on what felt like my entire body .
"Devon , dude what's taking you so long " I groaned at Ace calling for me , and got up from my position . "don't try anything while im gone" I warned and gave him a wink .
I ran back upstairs and locked the door behind me . "Dude what took you so long ?" I rolled my eyes annoyed at his constant questions .
"he tried to escape so I stopped him" it wasn't a complete lie he did try to make a run for it , and well I did stop him but , its not like I was going to tell Ace that I kissed him .
Since well me and Ace use to date. Yeh im bi and Ace was my first 'boyfriend' and after him he got jealous when I was with someone else.
He started talking about what one of the guys did in the pub last night and I turned to the T.V and blocked him out . All I could think about was that kiss . I mean I have kissed a lot of girls , and guys before but I never felt that nervous like feeling in my stomach .
That reminded me I don't even know his name .
