Crimson Tears - Junjou Romantica

Chapter 5 : Soundless

Chapter 5 is here~ hehe I don't own Junjou Romantica at all~ but that doesn't matter~ anyway let this chapter start~ I have nothing more to say~hehe this photo is the original pic before I edit it to make meh cover~

Misaki POV

What?.. Why won't my voice work?! It hurts whenever I try to speak...

I looked at Usagi sadly, I wanted to tell him what I was thinking but I just couldn't for some reason, it frustrated me that I can't stop him from worrying.

"Misaki what's wrong?!"

Usagi.. I can't speak, please stop worrying!

I grabbed Usagi's arm and looked into his lavender eyes, I could tell that my own eyes were being filled with tears. I smiled at him happily as I tried to reassure Usagi that I was actually okay. Even though I felt a sharp stinging pain whenever I tried to speak, I knew that I was actually okay. I looked over when the doctor came in , I recognized him from the flower shop I bought baby romanticas for Usagi when he won an award. He seemed to recognize me as well because he smiled happily at me.

"Ah Takahashi-kun what seems to be the matter?"

I noticed That Dr. Kusama glanced over at Usagi with recognition glinting inside of his navy blue eyes, Usagi also nodded towards them.

They know each other, hmm small world I guess.

I attempted to speak to show Dr. Kusama and I ended up wincing in pain, I felt a sick metallic liquid build up in my throat.

Owwww....

"Misaki!"

Usagi looked at me with worry, his lavender eyes looked so sad, almost as sad as when I got captured at the super market. Dr. Kusama gently moved Usagi out of the way and examined the inside of my throat, he then moved away after a while and smiled at me sadly.

"Takahashi-kun, it seems like your vocal chords got damaged when you... Uh the good news is however that you have no serious injuries besides that. All you need to do is prevent yourself from attempting to talk, you can't talk at all, the effort will only damage your throat further."

I nodded at Dr. Kusama's explanation, I now understood why I felt so much pain when I had attempted to speak. I looked over at Usagi and noticed that he had a look of shock on his face.

Usagi?..

I tugged on his shirt and tilted my head, he looked down at me sadly as if he was trying to figure out what I was trying to say. I tugged on his shirt again and smiled warmly at him.

It's okay Usagi I'm fine, don't be upset..

Usagi then smiled at me happily and ruffled my hair, it seemed as if Usagi understood what I had wanted to tell him, I was glad. I didn't need to speak to Usagi if I wanted to communicate with him.

"Misaki, I'm sorry for making you worry about worrying me, I'm okay now. I'm just glad that you're okay, but why did you do that?"

I frowned, I didn't know how to answer Usagi in a way that he would understand. I felt a light tap on my shoulder and Dr. Kusama handed me a pen and paper, I smiled at him gratefully.

I quickly wrote down what I wanted to say.

'Usagi I didn't want other people to be in danger because I had been caught. I didn't want to see anyone else die.... I'm sorry that you had to see me do that, I know it must have hurt you a lot..'

I hid behind the paper slightly as Usagi read it, I was curious about his reaction towards my response but I was also a little afraid.

Usagi if I was in your shoes at that moment... I would have felt so sad so you must have felt much worse..