My Nirvana

s-i-l-e-n-t

i wrote this myself enjoy guys!!!!

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SILENT HORROR DEFINED????

They say to fight it, to fight it to never give in.

You read the writing on the walls, and here is what you envision the black scribbling of demons fighting monsters

see?

but, take a closer look look hard until the ugly black lines of so called inspiration turn to tiny black dots...

look so close that they almost disappear leaving only two sets of black eyes haunting you...

then you will see what they have seen.

what do they say?

they say fight it right?

The one question no one wants to answer.....

Is, what happens when the demons and monster win?

They force you to become vigorously torn apart

To be beaten.

Now, you are full but you want to be empty you want to keep fighting you want emptiness you want to consume you.

Because it feels normal now.

The bad is now normal

Being confident feels so strange it feels unwanted and it hurts to be content

It is haunting you want yourself back.

You want the sensation back.

But, the alliance between the monster and demons is just way to strong way to strong...

To much you can't cope you have given it all and read the writing on the walls for the last time and they leave you with nothing and you run and back way into an even darker hell.

You seek what you don't know...

You search for something you don't know...

You can't ever find it you don't know what it is and you get smaller and smaller people see it people know your a freak.

You don't want the past to catch up and you sit back down against the cold hard ground and, read the writing on the wall for the last time and guess what?

It

Reveals

Everything

But, you are to dumb to see this

You won't let it catch you.

You can't let it save you.

But, you DO want the silent angel to save you but you do not know how to let it.

You fall

You are now silent........

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thank you for reading it means a lot to me ! keep your held held high guys!

xoxoxoxox

jayne

ps. is the picture showing up I added one this time but yeah. I am still trying to figure this app out.