Dangerous Drugs

Pretending and Payoff

Gray leaned over and softly kissed Natsu. The dragon slayer was eager to get back to what they were doing earlier, but Gray only kissed him, his lips softly sucking on the fiery mouth, coaxing Natsu into returning the kisses. His tongue licked around the feverish, chapped lips, stroking moistly over that steamy mouth. Natsu gave a soft gasp as he felt that Gray's tongue, unlike the rest of his body, was quite hot. He opened his mouth, hesitant about this sort of kiss, something he had never done before. He tasted that tongue and his jaw trembled, overwhelmed.

Then suddenly, Natsu turned his head away. "N- ... No, you shouldn't." He feared what his mouth might taste like after what he had been forced to do.

"It's okay," Gray whispered gently, stroking Natsu's face as he saw the lack of confidence. "I'm gonna clean up what they did to you." He licked one of the bruises on Natsu's jaw where he had been kicked in the face, then licked the ear that still had blood on it from when Natsu was smashed into the wall. "I'll clean away every touch, every pain, every bit of filth. I'll make you pure again, Natsu."

The dragon slayer whimpered, and a tear slipped out. He felt so filthy, yet Gray's cold touches froze that disgusting sensation, and the ice washed it all away. When Gray licked Natsu's lips again, this time he hesitantly opened up to him. He let Gray plunge into his mouth, and that vileness left him. He tasted only the cool wintermint of the Ice-Make mage. He let that flavor overwhelm him, freshening his mouth, purging the filth, purifying his body to be white as snow.

Gray leaned up, and a string of saliva connected their tongues for a moment before thinning out to nothing. Gray gazed down and saw Natsu huffing under him, cheeks flushed, lips red from the hard kisses.

"Better?" he asked breathlessly.

Natsu nodded with a thankful smile.

Gray leaned over again, kissed his cheek, and nibbled along his jaw up to his earlobe. He sucked the ear, tugging softly, then laid a kiss just under the ear at the neck. Natsu jolted with shock.

"Found another spot," Gray teased, licking that area and feeling the writhing body under him. "I want to find every spot that makes you tremble, every part of your body that makes you shiver with pleasure. I want you to feel nothing but the most intense pleasure."

Those words burned and caressed at the same time. Still, the slow kisses and lack of bodily contact were an agonizing tease. "Gray, can ... can we get on with it?"

Gray's hands drifted over Natsu's chest and up to his neck, raking his fingers over the warm skin. "I said I'd do this properly."

"Yeah, I know that, but ... but ... I need it," Natsu whined, squirming under those hands and lips.

Gray still teased him with caresses. "Need, or want?"

Natsu gulped hard. "B-Both," he whispered.

Gray raised up and saw the cute blush on the dragon slayer's face. "I usually prefer to take my time."

"Usually?" Natsu's face turned aside with a tense expression. "Have you done this a lot?"

"I wouldn't say a lot."

"With men also?"

Gray hesitated a little too long. Natsu looked angry and jealous.

"Hey." Gray stroked Natsu's cheeks. "Anything we've done, that's in the past. What matters is now, right here, just us."

"But you're experienced and I ... before today..." Natsu's words faded out.

A chill ran over Gray's body. "Oh God," he whispered, feeling sick all over again. That meant ... Natsu's first time... "We're going to pretend this is your first."