Philophobia • Choi Hyunsuk

Chapter 8

The bell in the mart is ringing. Marks that a customer come into the mart. Hana busy settling her works, lifts her head to greet the customer.

'Welcome..'-Hana's face automatically changes into serious mode. It is Gon. She sighs and looks away.

Gon tries to acts like nothing happen. He walks toward Hana.

'Oh wow, I don't know that you do part-time job at this mart. You look so busy'-Gon tries to talk like usual. Hana still ignores Gon. He doesn't want to reacts anything toward that guy's words.

'Hana-ya. Can I have a talk with you?'-Gon.

'Can't you see me now? I'm working'-Hana

'I miss you'-Gon

Hana is shocked and laughs. She looks away. She really don't want to look that guy's face. She already deleted her feelings toward Gon several months ago.

'Don't talk nonsense. Get out'-Hana

'I'm sorry for did that in the past. I miss you so bad. I'm regret for what I have done to you before this. My feelings just for you. I...'-Gon can't continue his words 'cos Hana suddenly speaks.

'Please, I don't want to have a talk with you anymore. For the sake of us. Get out of here'-Hana shows him the way out. She really won't looks at Gon's face even just once.

Gon nods his head. He understand how Hana feels. Yes, he know it is his fault. He realize it after several months broke up with Hana. He doesn't know why he acts like that. He must be hurry to fall in love, he guess.

'I will meet you later. Take care yourself'-Gon forces himself to smile and walk out from that mart.

After Gon walked out, Hana looks out of the mart. To make sure Gon really not here or near the mart. She sighs and suddenly tears come out of her eyes. She sits there and crying. It is hurt when remember the moments she and Gon together. She wants to move on completely from Gon.

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Hana walks out from the apartment and she suddenly see Hyunsuk standing infront the apartment.

'Annyeong! How's your sleep? Have a nice dream yesterday?'-Hyunsuk greets her and gives an orange juice to start her morning with a good energy.

Hana looks at Hyunsuk weirdly. She takes that bottle before he does an aegyo again.

'What are you doing here?'-Hana shows a 'thank you for this orange juice' to Hyunsuk. She feelings comfortable with Hyunsuk. Sometimes she feels her heart wants to burst out because Hyunsuk lowkey can makes her heart shaking. But she quickly delete that feelings from her mind. Hyunsuk is a friend. He said he wants to be a friend to me. That's it. That's the fact.

'Ermm.. suddenly need an accompany to have a morning walk with you to the campus'-Hyunsuk

'You got class this morning?'-Hana

'Nope, I got class on 1pm but I have practice in the morning' -Hyunsuk

'Omoo, how do you know I have morning class today?'-Hana shocked for a while.

Hyunsuk smiles. He looks at the sky and walks two steps ahead from Hana. He opens both hands and feels the fresh air.

'I have a spy. Ahh~ this is good!I love the smells of fresh air'-Hyunsuk giggles like a kid.

Once again, Hana feels nervous when seeing Hyunsuk's cute smile. She looks at the sky and try to ignore Hyunsuk's smile that still appears in her mind. 'He is cute tho'. Hana tries to throw all unnecessary feeling that she developes after saw Hyunsuk cute giggles.

'Must be Jihooni'-Who else that know her schedule well if not Park Jihoon. When she walking and talking to Hyunsuk she doesn't realize that is a hole infront of her. Hyunsuk that realise first quickly pulls Hana from steps further toward that hole. Hana shocked and hugs Hyunsuk accidentally. They keep that position for a minute.

'Hana, you alright?'-Hyunsuk pats her back softly. She must be scared just now.

'Why they don't put the sign here? This will makes other people in danger when they walk here!'-Hyunsuk.

Hana that still hugs Hyunsuk suddenly reaches her conscience. What the fuck she in Hyunsuk's hand? She pushes him away and looks away. Hyunsuk is shocked and just laughing.

He takes out a piece of paper and a pen. He writes 'PLEASE BECAREFUL' and draws and arrow that shows the hole. He sticks that paper at the nearest wall with the hole. On that paper, he draws some cartoons and emoji. Hana finds it is so cute and funny at the same time. More cute than her.

'Are you a cute type person?'-Hana looks at Hyunsuk.

'You think like that? Maybe I can say yes'-Hyunsuk smiles again.

Hana pretends not notice that cute smile again. 'Urgh, Choi Hyunsuk please don't smile like that again'

'Let's go. I don't want students to look weirdly to me when I enter the class after 9am'-Hana walks first.

'Yes sir!'-Hyunsuk follows Hana. Ahh~ today such a good day!