Fighting with my Heart

Stalking

Violet
"Am sick of this why isn't he showing up"

Talking to myself while pretending talking to someone on my phone sitting in neighborhood i don't even know yet i came here Every friday afternoon i skip class just to see a Guy. its bizarre i don't even know him but i thing i had connection with him when he first saw me ,he stare at me giving me this look which take my breath ,His eyes have you ever seen a brown eyes in the sun? you don't notice it at first but you will see that "Brown" is no longer describe them.They melt into Golden rays,circling an eclipse .They just turn sunset of their own, i would miss thousands sunsets just to look at his eyes and his face i can't just describe in one word it was not just handsome , informal hunky, dishy, hot, gorgeous, drop-dead gorgeous, tasty, fanciable, knockout. i don't know why am using all this words but i felt in love with him that day and i want to see him again.

Am sitting here waiting for him only because i seen him sitting in this place one time alone when i was in taxi i just thought he may show up....

Minutes later Rosie and him showed up walking behind Me ,of course Rosi could notice my hair color even though my face is on the other Side They walking on nonstop i wanted to look at him while he was walking as soon as i looked he looked back at me straight, His stare was fiercely soft, as a lion toying with his next meal. made me feel his soul was my place of worship. He turn back but i wasn't afraid of telling roise he saw me.I was just happy that i saw that Sunset face i gone home and call Roise to ask her what i messed the class.

She starts saying "teacher Mark is mad Skipping Every friday of his class he told me to tell you that if you are mad at him cause he gave you 98 of his biology Subject.
I replied

" He funny i love him i will talk to him on monday don't worry"

and i asked with Heavily breath worrying about if she saw me or Her brother told her he saw me

" How was you day in school and after"

She replied " you know i hate bio girl i was sleeping hole class but Ulysses took me for walk today i was happy cause he always with his best friend Jack.i stopped her immediately asking
"Who is ulysses" of course i knew it was her brother

she replied " ohh am sorry i didn't tell my brother name is ulysses "

I replied " Thats nice name so don't you walk together"

Roise " No actually he is always hanging out with his boys and today i was so happy he took me home of course everyone starred at him like he some kind of angel or something sometimes i wonder why he so handsome and not me "

(I said in my head "OMG can names turn people on) i didn't talk for 40 second

"Hey are you their"Rosi

"Yes yes sorry i was i was i got to go now mom is calling me see you on monday"

i have no idea why i did that ,Now i can't sleep cause his eyes is in my head OMG what's happening to me God help me.Wait does he use instagram i immediately go to Rosi profile and go to her followers or following and start swiping omg this girl has 10K followers U u u u u ulysses Clark omg omg am shaking right now i start look at his pictures i saw shirtless pictures of his body. He looked like a man who had picked up heavy objects and put them down, and then done that again a few billion times. Am stalker but i can't help myself this feelings is killing me wait why the sun rising,Shit i was looking at this pictures for hours and hours.why is monday so far