Fighting with my Heart

Childhood Crush❤️

Edward

"Good morning miss Cole how are you doing ? is Vio Ready ?" saying with smile face

She replied "Good Morning my handsome blue eyes boy ,You know Violet even though she is 18  but she always late since you were little boys how is your mom doing wait let me wake her up"

I replied "I will wake her up don't worry"
"Okay"she replied with happy face

I go upstairs and open the door and she is not here.i yell "miss cole she is not here"

she replied "She must gone earlier this is not her she hated going to school on Mondays"

I wonder what makes her go without me i go to school their she was sitting alone in cafeteria i wave at her saying "Hey Vio" She wave at me with her shine smile that always makes me fall in love her  all over again but if i just tell her how i feel am afraid of losing her i know we neighbor since we were kids and best friends too but i cannot help myself i hope one day my action show how much i love her ..

i asked " looks who early this morning Did you miss cafeteria Food or what?"

she replied with Funny smile "Silly no i just wanna see how monday morning looks like"
 
"ohh i get it So whatsup where were you last friday afternoon" i asked with wondering face 

She repied "Just i was bored of class i went out"
"wait you love Bio class" i asked

"Sometimes my grades are high so i don't Need to attend all the time so thats why"

"okay i get it"
( the bells rings )
"See you vio"
"See you too Edi"
    
As always i waiting for vio after class is finished but i don't know why she avoiding me this days where she go she doesn't even hang out with Rosie, i called her she didn't answer  i gone home alone as i came school alone i never felt this much lonely not only that i feel she avoiding me am feeling that i may lose her or she got new bf or something my head is feeling crazy and its makes me so angry i hope i don't get mad at her cause i can't control my anger issues .

i spent most of my time alone  my friends jack and ulysses calls me to play video games with them. ulysses never calls me He is complicated he always hang out with jack all the time.I was bored and called Jack he asnwerd

"hey Jack whatsup were have you been"

" am Good Edward where you been this days?" he asked

"Am here man you just didn't call me this week thats all" i replied

" yeah man ulysses is pain in the ass this days we fought over stupid shit and he doesn't even talk to me"

"What happen between you guys  you fight again i wonder why you always fight like you best friends but you both act like you married each other hhh" i replied

"He just stupid he act he Can treat me as he likes last friday morning I gone to his home ealry to go with him to school cause i have car you know that right then i said ulysses lets go he came out and start he rude behavior saying wow you Stepfather car looks like its stolen"

I laughed saying " thats ulysses he say what ever comes to his mind ,you firends for long time and never understand his behavior you will see he will call you or call him  "

Jack said " yeah i know i just miss him didn't talk since friday i miss his jokes and insults i shouldn't kick him from my car he always insult my shoe,How i dress and my  glasses am stupid he is good person he always does that to make me happy i will call him Edi come to my house we will play this new Game"

I replied" okay am coming but i will came after 2 hours i have to do something first"

"Okay untill then i will go to ulysses and bring him here also"