A MAGICAL ROMANCE

Little back story

There is this feeling that I have every single morning...where I miss my home, my friends, my family so much, that I feel like my heart could explode. Heart... I don't even have one. The half that I have isn't even mine. It belongs to the person I love the most in this universe, the person I miss 24\7, the person I doubt I will ever see again. Every single morning the same story plays in my mind over and over. The last time I could see him, before I was sent in this world, the pain I feel every morning is unbearable. It feels like my mind and heart just explode over and over again, like my body is giving up on living. I don't remember much from what happened exactly. But what I do remember is that this  is all because of Lucio. That name just brings up so much hatred in me. He is the reason I am here, locked up in this twisted universe, alone, without the people I love and care abut. When I finally gather enough power to sit up I feel the dried up tears on my face from last night. This whole story might sound really, or even too depressive, but if you would know how it feels, if you would know the whole story, you would understand me. And to make that possible I will tell you the story of how I was literally kicked  out of Vesuvia, out of my home. Everything was normal that one night this happened, or so we thought. Asra and I were lying in our bed wen I felt a sudden pain in my head. I automatically sat up and held my head in my hands. The motion I made woke Asra up and he looked worried. 'What's wrong love ?' he asked. I couldn't speak from the pain so I just shook my head. The pain started to faint so I slowly lifted my head up. 'Hey, what's wrong Tanya, look at me,' Asra said while grabbing my chin and turning my face towards him. 'I had this terrible headache that woke me up. It's nothing.' I answered while smiling at him. He smiled back still a little concerned. I slowly started to lay back down when the pain came back, this time even worse that last time. I go back in my sitting position with my hands on my head. At this point Asra is really worried and sits in front of me holding my hands. I could feel his magic flowing through my hands. He was trying to ease my pain but with minimal success. When the pain started fading away again he hugged me tightly. I returned it without thinking much about it. When he let's go he holds both of my hands while looking in my eyes with a worried look on his face. 'My head just randomly starts hurting an-' I am interrupted by the pain coming back again. But this time it was more like a shiver. I feel like looking around the room, so that is what I did. Asra followed my glare, but, there was nothing there. The second I look back at him I spot a little red light in the corner of the room. I turned my head towards it and I realized that they were two glowing red eyes. As I start on focusing on the figure itself I realize it's not really human. It looks more like...like a goat. I gasp in disbelief, it couldn't be, I saw him die, but still, Lucio is right there in front of me. Or better said his ghost. It alse wasn't like he was physically there but more like an illusion or a spell. I glared over at Asra who sat there in shock and disgust. 'Tanya...' whispered Lucio. 'What are you doing here?' Asra interfered with a serious tone. 'Oh I am not here,' continued the goat, 'this is my ghost that will forever hunt you. But to answer your question, I have a little gift for your beloved apprentice.' I exchange a quick glare with Asra. 'We don't want anything from you.' said the magician firmly. 'Oh I wasn't taking to you magician, but to them. 'said Lucio while pointing at me. 'So as a thank you for stealing my body I will show you how it is to live in a world filled with things yo will never understand, a realm where you will be all alone, well at least without the people you care for.' The pain came back again and that is what I remember. The next thing I remembered was waking up in a bed with the memories of another person. It was like my soul was in another body fully remembering my past and the body's past ( I hope that makes sense). Like I got reincarnated in the middle of another persons life without forgetting what happened before. That was three monts ago. Since than I cry myself to sleep every night thinking about the fact that I won't be able to se the people I love and care about aver again. Now I hope that you understand me better.