I keep hold my neck tight and tighter until make my self suffer but in point I stop and I keep breath I am afraid Because I know I did not do something wrong why I am doing that I should show them that I am not wrong I really I did not do anything but who will hear me and who will believe? I really I do not know why in my deep inside I keep hold the life hold the light that never will open hold the hope that never achieve I am just stupid like that