Heartless bloodshed

Blood on my hands

Let's just to start off this is gonna get quite gory and bloody so continue at your own risk I made this based off the things that go through my head daily that I just cant get rid of as if I don't wanna.....I'm not sure if I'm just depressed or twisted in the head anyways don't worry about my talking it's not worth your time.

J would sit down at his desk sighing as he stared out the window ignoring the voices that went through his head. " they're all staring......to many people.....I feel sick......I feel dizzy......rip out their staring eyes I bet their screams are satisfying.......they're judging you......they push you cause they know your weak.....freak!........creep!.......twisted" is what when on in his mind on repeat like a broken record that no body dared to touch cause the needle may just strike back. He could feel the walls spinning around him as he rubbed his neck feeling the stinging stares of everyone around him staring at him concerned and some disgusted,for his first day at school he already knew he was gonna hate it as he suddenly gagged as the teacher came over and touched his shoulder asking what was wrong but j would snap slapping they're hand away so hard that it left a red mark as he yelled " don't touch me!" And ran out of the room and into the bathroom vomiting in the nearest stall he could find practically collapsing onto the floor as his body trembled. "You caused a scene j.....great first impression~" a soft sadistic voice would say in his head making him vomit again as someone came knocking on his stall which made the voice vanish as the person the other end asked. "Yo you ok?" With a strong cute concerned voice but j was in no mood to tell them as he would wipe his mouth and shove the stall door open startling the stranger back as it turned out to be a girl which confused him since this was the boys bathroom. "What are you doing in here?" He'd ask but she was smirk at him making him uneasy as she'd say. "Your in the girls bathroom sir". J could look around noticing that there were no urinals and felt his mind race as he would wash his hand swiftly and leave the bathroom with the girl following him down the empty hallways asking him all sorts of questions. " don't you have class?......why'd you vomit?.....are you sick?.....why'd you yell a-" but before she could finish he'd mutter. " go away your so annoying stop worrying about me and being so selfless just go about your day and go to class and talk to your friends ok!?" And as the girl heard this and watched him walk away she'd say. "I have no friends......" which didn't make j budge as he walked away and muttered " me too don't use that against me" which made the girl quite sad as he didn't wanna be her friend even after she used that card even if the card was a relatable one.

Hours later.........

Everyone would leaving their classes to get to lunch and some left the school to get their lunches and j just sat in a tree high off the grounds and far from anyone thinking to himself of why he dared to come to school thinking that this was pointless the library has everything he needed to learn about what they teach him at school but his thinking would soon be interrupted as a kid would tackle him off of the tree seeming to climb it while j was distracted in his day dream and as he it the floor there would be a loud crack from his neck as he blacked out hearing voices of teens laughing and one seeming concerned about the crack.

And hour later.....

J would wake up to see two people standing over him and laughing while the other paved back and forth saying. "What if he's dead!?" But the two strangers would say "look he's waking up don't worry" which would send the concerned stranger over but j would be so dizzy and messed up that he'd only see the distinctive white eyes that the concerned one had but soon he would he kick by one of the men and groan loudly feeling them both start to kick and stomp at him all over blood leaking from his mouth as one of them stomp on his chest yelling. "You like to break hearts eh!? How dare you break my sisters heart!?" He'd yell nailing j right across the face knocking a tooth out of his mouth and into the grass as one of them would pick it up as j thinks about what he was say and how he Hadn't spoken to anyone but that girl in the hallway and thought "that was his sister!?" But before he could say another word the bully would grab his hair and pull him to his knees as he kneeled down holding js tooth right in front of him. "Put this under your pillow and maybe the tooth fairy would give you enough money to buy a heart!" Before socking him back onto his side. "I'm surprised your mother decided to keep you after birth your so freaky!.....I Bet she did It out of pity cause she thought you'd become my handsome as you got older and was disappointed when you didn't".....this would snap j to the point of blank point rage as he stood but slouching over as he pulled out a kitchen knife from pants leg and threw himself up so he'd stand but straight even tho his body was still weak from the kicks, the boys seemed to laugh by the concerned one seemed nervous as he noticed that j's eyes were glowing a navy blue color and his blue hair seemed to cover his face slightly but his blue eyes shown through as the boys would say. "What are you gonna do? Kill us!?" Mocking him as he darted forward but the boy would grab his arm and pop it out of place and kick him onto his knife which got him in the shoulder as he yelled they'd laugh only making j more angrier as he stood up and the boy would yell. "Your mother probably killed herself not wanting to see your ugly face anymore!" Which made him snap as he popped his shoulder back into place and gripped his knife in his shoulder startling them all alittle. "I doubt you'd pull it out it probably hurts so bad!" The tall one would say but j would pull out the knife feeling the warm blood drip down his shoulder and under his armpit startling them all as he'd laugh softly and dart at them as the tall one would try to grab his hand but he'd cut off his fingers making the boy yell as he digs his knife into his shoulder and brings it across his his chest and stomach completely spilling out his organs onto the floor in a bloody pile as the body falls back and j would smile laughing hysterically frightening the other two as they try to run but j would leap at the other one and stab him the back knocking him down as he twists his neck 30 degrees while the man yells in pain while he slowly turns his head backwards to face him while he chokes on his own blood until he went silent his eyes bulging out of his skull as his expression was horrifying and j would pull the knife out of his back and decapitate him carrying his head with him as he goes after the concerned one slowly walking towards him as he runs through a alley scared and afraid but he would land on his leg wrong yelling and falling as he tries to get up but notices one of his friends poking their head from behind a dumpster and yells that he's coming but the head would drop to the floor as j comes from behind the trash can grabbing the screaming boy and raising his knife but before he could bring it down he would notice that the boy was his father as a young teen and he'd slam the knife down into his skull blood splattering on his face as he woke up gasping for air as he looked around seeing that he was in his room and sighed rubbing his back that held a small birthmark on it that was in the shape of demon horns he'd look at his hand which held his knife and he'd toss it on the floor and stand up opening his window as the light shined through. " HOLY SHI-" He'd yell as his sister came into the room saying good morning but would slam into the wall after seeing the bright sun.

To Be Continued.......