A Girl Who Overcame It All

Mondays

This weekend had been a very interesting weekend to say the least. We moved into our house Zaire, kept flirting and being overly protective but, I just wish it was still the weekend Monday's were not my favorite day of the week. I was not a fan of this dumbass school, I dint want to or care to see the stuck up bitches who hung in cliques or the dumass wanna be athletes. The only good thing about Monday's was the food , we would have chicken tenders and fries on Monday's. My train of thought was soon broke when I noticed a certain bitch was staring my way like that was anything new though the ugly bitch was always staring me in my face. All she did when I walked was mug me that was all she ever did, but today seemed like she was feeling a little bit more brave.
"Bitch , I don't know why Zaire even talk to her ugly ass" I heard what she said loud and clear but chose to ignore well ignore it this time, I wasn't a fan of the Bitch word but I'll let her fly this one time being that I was already late to first period. It was a good thing that Biology was my first period and my best friend was in that , I had a lot to tell her.
"Bitch you won't believe what happened this weekend with Zaire" Erica wasn't really a fan of Zaire it wasn't being that she didn't like him it was just she didn't really care for him and didn't like how he hung around people that didn't like me but I could care less about that.
"Bitch first of all you late and did you do your homework"
"First of all I honestly didn't why I didn't I don't know I'm not even going lie to you"
"Girl you going fucking fail"
"No I'm not anywho why tf Zaire slap my butt this weekend and not only that you know I moved and he lives around where we just moved at so not only do I have to see him here everyday I have to see him when I'm home too"
"You act like that a bad thing the way y'all flirt but are best friends y'all like to call it" I couldn't help but roll my eyes at the way Erica said best friends , she was the only person who knew I liked him which wasn't really that much of a shock to me we had been friends since kids.
"O and guess who grew balls today"
"Who bitch"
"Girl Britney"
"What she say"
"Girl she called me a ugly bitch" I knew Erica was shocked that I was in first period and not in handcuffs for stomping a mud hole in Britney right about now.
"Ain't you ain't pop her that's a shock"
"Bitch I let her fly this time"
With the end of that first period had come to an end and me and Erica went our separate ways we only had a few periods together. I headed towards my locker before going to 2nd period and noticed the bitch and Zaire talking , that all came to an end when I came into Zaire's view because before I looked back he was right next to me.
"Yo wassup you wasn't Rey speak"
"You looked like you were busy and speaking works both ways Zaire"
"Whatever yo" I refused to play into Zaire's need for attention this early in the day.
"It's too early for your attitude anywho I'll see you later"
Luckily after second period was over the day seemed to at least go by a little quicker that was until lunch was here , lunch periods in this were far from regular all sophomores had lunch with juniors it seemed like only freshman and seniors ate lunch separately I'm sure it had something to do with how many seniors and freshman we had. It was a good thing that lunch line wasn't that crowded yet , even though I know Erica would save me a spot but before I could even even enter the line a certain bitch purposely bumped into me.
"My bad ugly" I don't know if this bitch wanted to break her jaw or what but all I needed to do was remember the promise I mad my grandmother that I would try my best not to get into any fights, so I just kindly ignored it and continued towards the line. Erica hadn't came to lunch yet so I just decided to wait for her. So I had to sit by myself until she came but that didn't last long when I noticed her walking through the door but what I wish I hadn't noticed was the bitch trying to bother Erica. Erica wasn't really a fighter as much as I was she was more calmer and she did not want one fight on her high school record mess up her chances of getting into college being that college meant everything to her.
"O look it's the other ugly bitch" Erica simply ignored Britney and continued walking towards me , but that simple action seemed to make Britney even madder being that she followed Erica as she walked towards me.
"Bitch I know you hear me talking to you" Britney had said it so loud she got almost most of the whole cafeterias attention I just knew after that this was not going to end in a good Monday for me. It seemed Britney noticed that and decided to show her ass right about now.
"Awe look at the two bitches being ugly together" Just hearing that bitch word again was enough for me to lose it
"Call me another bitch"
"B-I-T-C-H"
Right there and then before Britney couldn't even blink she was on her ass while I stood over , hair in my hand beating her like senseless rag doll before I blacked out all I heard was Erica screaming "beat that bitch Zori" a small crowd formed around us shortly blocking all administrators from getting to the fight to break it up the only thing on my mind was beating this bitch like she stole something from, shortly the administrators broke through breaking the fight up but even that wasn't enough to get me off of Britney's ass I broke free like it wasn't nothing aiming to kick the bitch in her face while another administrator tried to help her up but before I could land another kick two administrators this time had managed to securely restrain me even though it took one to hold my arms and the other my legs. That didn't stop me though I was still trying to get loose eventually they escorted me to the main office and handcuffed me to the chair being that I refused to calm down I was just too mad. I was mad at the fact I allowed someone to even slide with disrespect me on more than occasion I was so mad tears couldn't stopped falling my face it felt like my hands just couldn't stop shaking. The principal entered shortly afterwards questioning why I had decided to put my hands on another student and refused to calm down afterwards causing an even bigger incident.
"First of all she called me out my name , and she always fucking bothers me!" I couldn't help but yell I was mad and it seemed like I was the aggressor when I knew I wasn't yes I swung first but still i wasn't the aggressor.
"Ms.Jordan you know you could have handled the situation in many of ways other than putting your hands on someone"
"Well I choose not too , y'all wouldn't have done nothing ANYWAY!"
"Ms.Jordan lower your voice please"
Everything that Mr.Brookes was saying was just making me madder it seemed like he was on her side I just wanted to go home after it all cause calming me down was not working he was just making me madder and I don't even feel bad nor do I regret my actions.
"Look just send me home man fr"
"That's what I'm going to do Ms.Jordan I'll be suspending your for 2 days you'll return the day of parent conference"
I didn't even bother to even continue the conversation I just grabbed my stuff and left , all I knew was that my grandmother would not be happy about me even being suspended especially for fighting.
When I reached home I didn't even feel like talking I instantly headed to room but was interrupted.
"Why you home Azori" I did not feel like explaining that I got suspended for 2 days and that she had to come to a parent conference.
"I got into a fight and they sent me home"
"WHY TF WAS YOU FIGHTING!" her yelling didn't make the situation any better it just agitated me more.
"The girl called me a Bitch grandma"
"So you put your hands on someone for calling you a bitch.?" I honestly didn't want to answer the question so I just stood there quietly.
"So you Deaf now Azori?"
"No she called me a bitch more than once"
"And does that mean you put your hands on somebody for calling you a Bitch!! , are you a Bitch?"
"No"
"You must be if that word make you put your hands on someone"
"I'm not no bitch" I don't know why it seemed like everybody was trying to piss me off today or what but it was getting real tired of it.
"What you going do if I call you Bitch you going fight me huh , I wish you would Bitch"
"I'm not no BITCH"
"So you wan fight huh you bucking your chest like you do" luckily Mr.Jackson had came upstairs to tell my grandmother just calm down I just walked off and went to my room I did not feeling like fighting her today either.
Everything just seemed to all go wrong all in one day I couldn't help but lay in the bed pull the cover over my head and just cry I was tired of it all it always seemed like everything that was good never lasted.