yandere shinso x reader (His Pov)

First day of school

(Y'all wanna know what I was listening to while writing this because it seems so edgy? Here its at the top. Enjoy the pain if you've read homestuck, now to write out of  edginess and vodka I should have done a b-day special)

      Time skip to a different date. School is about to being 

I stand outside of your window once again. It's quite sad that I have come to understand everything you do. Just by watching you for so little. Every emotion you have. So now I just sit here outside of your window with my phone. You would be surprised how many photos I got of you. Should I text you? Will you even respond. I feel my face go sour it feels like forever since we talked.

I choose to look at my texts with you. I'm embarrassed to admit I changed the contact name to something cheesy.

(First name) Hitoshi <3

I look at your name. I might as well text you. 

My number

Hey y/n, since we live so close wanna walk to U.A together

I'll just sit here staring at you... I still haven't watched you undress because if you ever found I have a feeling you would hate me. Just looking at you as you're ready... as you smile when you pick up the phone. I wonder if anyone has ever told you how beautiful you are. How you can make heads turn. That just means I have to protect you from those who would use you for all the wrong reasons. Treat you how you deserve to be treated. I hear a ding as you set your phone down. 

Y/n Hitoshi <3

Yeah it would be awesome if we could! What time tho?

My number 
Well I'm heading over already I can wait till your done.

Y/n hitoshi <3
Alright! I am almost done so I should be out soon. :D

I set down my phone and look back in your window. It's cute when you seem all flustered like that. You move and finish getting ready, you seem to be trying really hard to do it all so fast. I really don't mind sitting and watching you. After all it is what I have been doing all summer. 

my number

I'm here whenever you're ready. 

It doesn't take long for you to throw everything together, I really don't care because in any form you would be absolutely magnificent.   I start to head to the front and stand there... this feels awkward. Even though I have watched you for hours to actually be standing here just feels weird. Maybe I should knock.. I move my hand towards the door. But before I can knock you come out. 

"Hey y/n". You smile sweetly at me. I truly have never seen something so perfect as you. I smile back "Sorry Shinso I hope I don't make us late." you say seeming kinda of exhausted. You start walking and I follow behind.  "It's fine, but y/n you seem a little tired. Are you gonna be alright?" I already know the answer to why you are tired... you seem to stay up for hours. I don't really know what you do during those hours, but my best guess seems like you're reading on your phone (*looks at readers* did I hit close to home or nah?) " Yeah it's just that my sleeping schedule is messed up" you laugh lightly and look down. "Have you been able to sleep at all" you ask. I look at you thinking of the truth that I haven't really slept since I started watching you as much as I could. "No not really... Though I guess that's apparent from the bags underneath my eyes. " I smile and look at you. You smile back "So we're in the same boat." I nod "Sure seems like it" as I respond you turn away " I feel like we should hurry I don't really see any other students..." you seem to be looking around. I nod in response. You start walking quicker and I can't help stare at you. Smiling but I guess you noticed I was falling behind so you slowed down and grabbed my hand. I let out an audible "huh?" my face turning a light shade of pink. you didn't notice tho because you seem to be pulling me along "just concerned we won't make it in time... and I do not wanna make a bad first impression." Ah so that's why you were holding my hand. that makes me slightly sad. If only we could hold hands out of love.