Drowning Love

Family Get Togethers and Weddings

A week before being close to the water.

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Oceans pov: "I'm coming!" I hated getting ready for family get togethers. The dressing up and choosing the right clothes.... Yea totally not worth it. Everyone would judge and comment no matter what you wore. Judgemental members were a pain in the ass. But today for some reason everyone had to wear there best clothes.... I was confused. What kind of family get together required shit like best clothes? This ain't no wedding ceremony or birthday party! ...Little did I know that it would have something to do with what I didn't expect. I wore the dress that I thought I looked decent in... I don't wear dresses and I don't ever feel like I look beautiful in them. So this dress was probably the most magnificent one I've ever worn. "Ocean! Get your flippin self downstairs will ya?" Her cousin Simms yelled. Simms was pretty and 18. She didn't have to wear fabulous clothes to look amazing. She could have been wearing a trash can over her head and she would've still looked darling. I scowled and yelled I'm coming I'm coming in response to her commanding request. I headed downstairs but halted in the doorway seeing my self in the mirror next to my door. There was something missing. Crap! My hair. How the hell do I forget to do my hair.!?! It was a mess. Jangled and tangled and who knows what.... I hurriedly tried to do my hair. "Ocean Forest! Don't make me come up there!" My cousin yelled at me one last time. My hair wasn't even close to being in the normal braid it usually was in.... But there was no time for that. Knowing my cousin she would have a tantrum before I ever got to even start my braid. Nervously I left my hair down and combed it to look at least somewhat nice. I took one last look at the mirror and shuddered. Me with my hair down hahahah ha what a joke. But I still left it the way it was and made my way downstairs.

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Healer's pov: fuck man. Why was dressing up for an occasion so damn hard? Can't a guy just wear them jeans and a shirt? Apparently not. My grandma and mom had yelled at me over fifty times the past half hour. We were going over to my elder cousin, Binda's house for a get together. We usually had get Togethers often but they were just us,Bindas family meaning his wife my nephew , my niece and my other cousin and her husband. It was pretty nice just us people. I got to mess around and just chill. Even at age 16 I still liked playing ring around the Rosie with the kids. But today was different according to my grandmother. She said it wasn't just any get together and the reason was a special one to be gathered together. She said everyone was gonna be there. She didn't clarify what everyone meant however. What the hell could a special gathering be? I had no idea and I was a bit curious to find out. My little brother Aman walked in." Dude haven't u ever heard of get the hell out of your thoughts and get some clothes on!" My brother was really impatient. "Alright Alright chill will you?" I snapped. I walked over to my closet and stared at it for a long time. I flipped through the dress shirts and tux. I was flipping through the green, the aqua, the purple, the red , and the pink when I saw my dark blue shirt. I stopped at it for a while and stared. Hmm haven't worn that one in a long time. My brother caught me staring and with a smirk on his face said "hmm why don't u wear that? Isn't that the one ocean likes.... And the one u two were matching in at the wedding over the summer." I flinched. Ocean... I turned around and punched my brother in the stomach. "What the fuck did I say to you!?! Don't bring her up and there was nothing like that. She never said she liked my shirt. And we didn't even talk. And I don't care about her. Everyone knows that. " Aman backed off clutching his stomach. " chill Healer I was kidding man. " He looked a bit nervous. Hah that made me grin. My brother didn't get scared of me easily so it was nice to see him like this once in a while. " whatever kid get out of my room so I can change in peace." Aman left the room. I turned back to the blue shirt. There were some memories connected to it. Ocean... I thought about her for a second. I remembered her whiteish cream dress. Her silver slash tied across her waist to keep her dress from flowing too much. Stop it! I snapped back out of it and decided to go with the blue shirt, a pair of black pants and a coat to go with it. Though I'm pretty sure I won't be needing it since it was warm outside. I wondered if Ocean would be there... At the family get together. I shook my head. Psshh who cares. I headed downstairs.

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Ocean pov: I stared out the window as we drove to the"unknown" location. Simms wouldnt tell me anything while she was driving and neither would Aero. I would have asked my parents if I would have guessed that we were gonna end up taking two cars. The minors in one and the adults in the other. But i'm a no brainer in life at times soo i was stuck just wondering in hard curiousity Where the hell we were going. Aero had a sly grin on his face and kept looking back at his phone to me to his phone to me and so on. I was getting a bit agitated. He did it again. "WHAT?" i snapped at him.

"chill your god damn attitude i was just looking at the window. "

mhmm sure he was. Cause theres totally a window on my face and the window totally has something to do with his phone. i ignored him and stared down at my dress. It brought back memories i refused to acknowlege because they seemed so fake.

Jaan To Peyariye Ki Tu Jaane Saade Dukh(The one I love more than life what do you know of my sorrows)                                                                                                                                            

Jee ke Dikha Jado Saah Jaane Muk ( Show me how to live when you can't breathe.)                 Beetein Pal Tere Naal Murh Naa (Return the moments I spent with you)

Hanjua Di Nehar Vich Me Dub Daa( I'm drowning in my stream of tears)

....what the hell why were we listening to a sad song? i reached forward and turned off the radio. Simms and Aero glared at me..."WHAT? Do you guys really want to be sad losers and listen to this?" 

"uh yes we do its a nice song and you're the sad one around here moping and shit don't worry you'll see your bf soon just wait." aero replied

i glared back at him. i don't have a boyfriend.... so who was he talking about? i had no clue, I began to feel anxious. i sighed and turned the radio back on and lay back and sank into my seat. 

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Healers p.o.v: So here i was sitting in my cousins house. well i know now why it's such a special gathering...Bindas brothers getting married! Another wedding so soon...great that meant memories would be repeated again and weird things would take place.  Great just what i need. I sat on the sofa just watching the door while everyone came in and greeted one another. i was waiting for aero and namja to come.. i mean they should be coming if its everyone getting together. but for some reason i felt that i wasn't waiting for them only. my eyes were waiting for someone else whether i wanted to admit or not. i hated that i couldn't forget about her even though I hate her.. or so I thought.