Lucky Timing

Chapter 1 ~ Missing You

Letty’s P.O.V

I lay there still, emotionless. I’m so angry and scared that I don’t know what to do. I stare at the ceiling as tears pour down my cheeks and I don’t even have an ounce of energy to wipe them away or just even blink. I feel like the world is spinning a million miles a minute around me and everything is silent, but all I can hear is one voice. His voice. More tears spilled down my face. All I can hear are the last 11 words he said, before he was taken from me. ‘I love you so much Letty, I will always love you’. I couldn’t hold back anymore as the tears poured from eyes and my sobs turned into almost screams of emotion and pain. It was a mixture of just screams whilst crying and screaming his name.

“DOM!!” I screeched so loud it hurt my ears but the pain didn’t compare. I kept screaming and crying.

I heard my door open suddenly and the sound of Mia’s voice asking me what was going on but I just kept crying my heart out. I couldn’t stop, I felt numb. I could hear my own screams and they were ear piercing, but I just couldn’t stop. The pain was too much to bear. I felt Mia get on the bed behind me and just hold me, telling me it would be ok. After a few minutes passed, the screams stopped and I was just crying more quietly and saying his name quietly.

“Dom” It came out so quietly I wasn’t even sure I actually said it.

XxX

The next morning when I woke up I had a pounding headache and red eyes from all the crying. I immediately went to the shower that is joined to my bedroom. The bedroom that used to be our bedroom. I felt the tears start to sting my eyes but I blinked them away and headed into the shower.

Once I showered and got dressed I made my way downstairs.

“How are you feeling” I heard Mia ask

“I’m fine” I replied without making eye contact.

“Letty…”

“Don’t” I said as I grabbed my breakfast and walked out.

I walked into the TV room where the boys sat. Vince was on the armchair and Leon and Jesse both sat on the floor in front of the couch playing video games. I didn’t say anything and I just sat on the couch and Mia soon came in a sat beside me. After about 15 minutes Leon was the first one to speak up as Jesse paused the video game.

“I think we need to have a family meeting” He stated boldly.

“Why” I knew why he suggested it but I didn’t want to talk about it.

“You know exactly why Letty” Mia said to me and I could tell she was starting to get pissed off. “I get this is hard on you Letty, but it’s hard on us too!” Oh yeah, she was getting angry and I wasn’t in the mood to deal with her. I could see all the boys staring at me with concerned looks on their faces.

“Let, Mia’s right this is hard on us too and we are just trying to help” Vince tried to calm me down.

“No Vince, you know what, this is NOT hard on you because you arent the one who is fucking pregnant to the love of your life who is in prison for two years, ARE YOU” I practically screamed at him. He just looked down towards the ground and no one said anything. I got up and ran up to my room slamming the door closed as I entered.

I ran onto my bed and curled up under the covers as I let the tears fall. I layed there for about 40 minutes just crying and drifting in and out of sleep. As I opened my eyes again I saw a small sparkle catch my eye. I reached across the bed to night table and grabbed the small bit of a chain I could see at the very back behind my alarm clock. I pulled it out and gasped in shock when I saw it. It was the cross necklace I have given Dom about 2 years ago as a Valentines Day present. Again came the tears, I held the necklace close to my heart and started to drift to sleep.