Home (A Red Band Society Fanfic)

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Emma:

I lay here at midnight replaying everything in my head. For once in my life I felt wanted. Who cares who, Jordi and Leo both admitted having feelings for me, like I didn't know, but still. Imagining Leo limp in with flowers, apologizing for past things with Kara. Although Kara and Leo didn't last for long, it pains me to think that they even did. Especially the fact that its was just to make me jealous. Of course, that probably wasn't true, but in my opinion, it was clear as day. Jordi on the other hand just had chemo. I walked in to check on him, and he got up and asked me if I needed anything, and told me how much he cared. I go to sleep with happy thoughts.

Thinking back on "us" with both of them brings back pleasant and painful memories. Leo and I would always sit on the roof together, hands intertwining, while watching the sunset. We really hit it off until before his surgery. Jordi was a sad, puppy like face when he came in, and it hurt me. I don't exactly know how I felt, but he treated me better than anyone else, and he made me feel special. I loved the feeling of dancing, head resting on his chest.

I decide tomorrow that I will let the boy who I feel strongest between know who he is, but this time I'm going from my gut.