I say that i am fine, and pretend i have nothing to hide. but inside i am dying, and i am really trying. to say how i really feel, but i just wear a mask to hide what is real. i dont let others in, i wont let them see. how much i am really suffering. to me it is best if u didnt know, that is why i dont let it show. u think u know me but i say, that no one can see. what is really happening. i lose myself everyday, and i am starting to drift away. into a void, where there is no joy. please save me i think i might be paranoid. nobody sees, nobody knows. that i am drowning, there is nothing around me. i love anime for life, it helps me forget my pain and strife. but i go too deep, and when i sleep, i dont want to come back to the reality that is killing me.
